L-O-V-E

Rawr, so someone broke into our car in the early hours of this morning and stole my laptop and iPod :( but they're both under insurance so I'll get new ones which is a blessing I suppose, and I am grateful that this happened now and not before an assignment or Lord forbid, before exams :S it was still annoying that it happened this morning, just before we started the long drive to Tauranga though, cuz it delayed our trip for a while, and we had to go through all the luggage to get rid of all the glass which was sooo time consuming D:

but other than that, we reached tauranga nice and safe and in good time (considering), and it's soooo beautiful :3 I could really learn to love it here, I feel. The house is smaller than our last one (seems impossible, but believe me, it's anything but), but it's SOOOOO lovely !! it's all wood, and it's just gorgeous, really laidback vibe and very sea-y, which is just how I like my houses :P It also helps that's really close to the Wendy's burger joint xD

For the bad news... Ali ran away D: D: D: D: She ran away the week my parents moved here and no one's seen her since, but my parents decided to wait until I was here to tell me, I kinda wish they'd told me before so I could kinda make myself ready to come to a home that didn't have my kitty in it, but I see why they did it and stuffs. I just hope that she's in a good home somewhere, and isn't lost and wandering the streets or dead :S I miss her so much TT^TT I'm going to ask Oli if he knows where she is when he gets back from the kennels, cuz he found her last time I asked him, when she was stuck under the house.

But other than that, the news is only good, passed international relations so I'm in for the courses I want to take next year :D And i have plans for new years now, so I'm not gonna be a complete loner in Tauranga with my parents lol.

On an annoying note... STUPID FUCKING DOCTOR. Ok, he's not stupid, he's a good doctor probs, but omg, I do not have a fucking drinking problem. It was like he'd never met a first year student before, when he asked me how much I drank and how often, and I told him the truth, yknow, lately we've been drinking a bit more cuz we've finished exams, but normally it's two times a week, and yes I drink to get drunk (?!), and no I don't remember I can't remember what happened on the mornings after. THAT DOES NOT MEAN I'M AN ALCOHOLIC YOU WANKER. IT MEANS I'M A STUDENT. So he put on my freaking medical chart/history/thing that I had "alcohol problems". I do not have freaking alcohol problems! And then, if that wasn't enough, he asked me how I would kill myself. And I was kinda like "uhhhh what? pills I guess. not that I would. because I wouldn't." So now he won't give me my prescription medicine for my skin and shit in one go in case i decide over christmas break that I suddenly hate my life and am gonna top myself. I was like wtf, you asked me a question, I answered it truthfully, I didn't realise it was one of those trick questions that if you answer, suddenly you've admitted you're in danger of offing yourself. GRRRRRR

can't wait to have my normal doctor back, the one who remembers what it's like to be young and drink alcohol and bleh whatever

So yeah. Damn doctor. At least he didn't try to make me to go AA meetings or something, that would have just been like wtf? especially considering that in our flat, I'm the lightest drinker. I drink soooo much less than everyone else in my hall, but I'm the one with alcohol problems?? I'm not the one who ran into a church! (literally). her face is getting a LOT better now though, less painful to look at.

Saw 300 Days of Summer which was FANTASTIC :D I recommend that everyone go see it, it was sooo good.

"You're married? what the hell?"
"I just woke up one morning and knew."
"Knew what?"
"What I wasn't sure of when I was with you."

I don't think that's the exact quote, but give me some artistic license :P but it's my favourite bit of the movie, and it really struck a chord in me, cuz I realised that I've never known. Like, I want to be in love, I want a relationship and shit, but I realised that that's just because of an idea, not the person/vibe/whatever, and I've never actually known love, not in that way. It's just been a constant uncertainty, and yeah... Not eloquent, I know, but I dunno, that movie really hit home with me. I'm a single kinda girl, and I should really get used to that, everyone else knows it Xx lol I should stop trying to convince myself that I'm in love or even in like, cuz in the end I just hurt them/myself/fuck things up. Lol like that Wednesday night... heheheh. Poor J.

OHHH and if anyone is reading this (doubtful), watch Starstrukk by 3oh!3 feat Katy perry- HOTTEST VID EVER. God I'm so in lust with Katy Perry I think I creamed myself. Or I would have, if I was a man. She is the ultimate woman, just... zomg. ZOMG. When she licks her finger... just... ah. And apparently this is 'my song' :P lol, can't remember who told me, but they were like man... this song IS you. I'm gonna choose to take that as a compliment :P Either that or they were telling me I'm a slut. Or both Oo

Anyway, go check it out!! <3

‘Cause I
Just set them up,
Just set them up,
Just set them up tonight (then down),
‘Cause I
Just set them up,
Just set them up,
Just set them up tonight,
Then down

I think I should know
How to make love to something innocent
Without leaving my fingerprints out,
Now,
L-o-v-e’s just another word I never learned to pronounce
How do I say I’m sorry
‘Cause the word is just never gonna come out,
Now,
L-o-v-e’s just another word I never learned to pronounce