fuuuuuuuuucking mean night bro. Got on the goon and then hit up the bars :D Our place is a fuckin mess atm, there's booze bottles everywhere... huh just realised, never even wore my mask to town D: damnit got it for noooothing :( though it was only $2 :P
Haha Lee and Soph are having a fight over the nutella :P love this flat... <3>
Fuck man I'm so unhungover, it's a weird feeling. Given the amount I drunk last night I woulda thought I'd be dead by now. Though I do have the meanest bruise on my ass, I can barely sit, that's what you get for falling down the stairs at temp :P
My lip ball thingymabob fell out again D:<>
But yeah last night was mean as, I was dressed up as a gypsy, but then got changed at the last minute cuz no one else was dressed up, so I just wore a normal dress :( but all g, I don't think that many people were dressed up in town anyway. Vaguely recall there being some kind of dance off competition in temp... huh...
so we're all bumming around the flat watching movies today, ahhh feels so good not to have to do law anymore <3>
but anyway, last night... fuuuuckin awesome. though zoe's kinda paying me out for being bi now, she was all gossiping to soph about it and it was kinda like dude, why would you think that I'd be so open about that shit if I hadn't already let my flatmates know? seriously... soph was just like to her 'why, do you like the look of her, huh?' Bleh, I really don't like Zoe, there's something about her which really pisses me off. Don't actually know anybody who does like her a whole lot :P I have a feeling that Soph thinks I'm dating *, she was like 'she's really hot' and stuff, so I think it was her way of encouraging me onwards :P I hated being the one to break it to her that I'm still a free agent lol, and that we were holding hands cuz when I'm drunk I tend to wander off Xx
Went to the queer quiz night the night before last, it was AMAZING :D (and we were so close to winning! stupid singing/dance off!) lol it was so much fun, and the people there were just so interesting. And Alex and Sandra were so cute :3 am defs doing that again. We have a brunch at Petone next week, I'm thinking that I might go... and the lady... huh... can't remember her name... she said that she could give me a ride, and I think someone else volunteered as well, they're all so lovely :) I really want to go to the christmas dinner the wbwg are having but I'm going home :( am so glad I sucked it up and joined their group though lol.
Just went and had an offbeatz burger, god they're good... <3 so much for so little money. The others went off to smoke some sheesha but I thought I should probs come back home and maybe attempt to study lol. not that that will really happen, i'll probs just head to bed or read or something...
Poor Chrispy, her face is so fucked up, she ran into a church Oo uuhhh... don't really know how cuz I wasn't with that group last night (I don't think, at any rate... I might've been at some point) but apparently it was all quite epic. But anyway, her face is just a mass of fuckedupness, and her lip is so swollen, and her cut thingies won't stop bleeding. She can barely talk and shit, I was just like WOAH WTF, thought my ass was the worst injury of the night... you win, chrispy, you win.
Ok should stop this rambling nonsense while I have the chance, and besides, Soph's getting out of the shower now and I wanna chat with her before she heads back home n.n
x
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Friday, October 23, 2009
tiktokBOOM
eheh found out what she did... Xx well kind of. She said that she fined all of them, I don't know who exactly or anything, or how much... but yeah, they all know it was me, and it's not like I'm going to deny it, I don't see why I should have to or anything, yknow? I have the right to study in my own room, and... yeah... I have a lot of haters right now :P lol should really care, but seeing as I don't know them, will never know them, and don't want to know them, it's hard to feel sympathetic simply because they got a fine lol, they should've thought about it before they kept partying it up n.nuu
but yeah so I have a group of guys who kinda wanna kill me lol. Already kinda got harassed, cuz they all came to the flat and me and Soph were studying in the lounge- most of them ignored me, just the occasional poisonous glare lol, but one of the guys was really drunk and he got all up in my face, in the end he started getting really angry and a little violent so the others wrestled him away, and I could hear him yelling in the corridor that it was unfair and I was a bitch, that kind of thing :P
I probably should've pretended to feel guilty when he asked me if I felt bad instead of cracking up laughing n.nuu oh well, their problem, not mine. And technically, since he harassed me, I could have him evicted, but that would be too far I reckon, cuz they have the right to be upset, just like I have the right to be pissed off about not having the quiet environment to study. I hope they grow some balls and bitch about it somewhere else though, because listening to that whinging was a bit mind destroying... and distracting. And I was trying to read about MNCs and enjoy my tea at the time n.nuu which is important! lol
So I guess I just gotta see what happens now, though if my body does end up in a bloodied heap somewhere in Wellington, you'll all know who did it :P I'm just glad I got Lee on my side, he definitely provides a fair bit of protection- I don't think I'm going to leave the apartment without him from now on, not that I often do anyway lol, we tend to travel as a flat. I really hope it doesn't go past the verbal abuse stage because if for some reason I miss my exams I'm going to fucking destroy them all, because I need to pass these exams to get into any of the courses I want to do next year in intp. and I am NOT fucking repeating first year.
Bah well it certainly added a bit of excitement to the night :P so can't complain, I suppose lol, was certainly the most fun we've had around here since exam period started haha xD
but yeah so I have a group of guys who kinda wanna kill me lol. Already kinda got harassed, cuz they all came to the flat and me and Soph were studying in the lounge- most of them ignored me, just the occasional poisonous glare lol, but one of the guys was really drunk and he got all up in my face, in the end he started getting really angry and a little violent so the others wrestled him away, and I could hear him yelling in the corridor that it was unfair and I was a bitch, that kind of thing :P
I probably should've pretended to feel guilty when he asked me if I felt bad instead of cracking up laughing n.nuu oh well, their problem, not mine. And technically, since he harassed me, I could have him evicted, but that would be too far I reckon, cuz they have the right to be upset, just like I have the right to be pissed off about not having the quiet environment to study. I hope they grow some balls and bitch about it somewhere else though, because listening to that whinging was a bit mind destroying... and distracting. And I was trying to read about MNCs and enjoy my tea at the time n.nuu which is important! lol
So I guess I just gotta see what happens now, though if my body does end up in a bloodied heap somewhere in Wellington, you'll all know who did it :P I'm just glad I got Lee on my side, he definitely provides a fair bit of protection- I don't think I'm going to leave the apartment without him from now on, not that I often do anyway lol, we tend to travel as a flat. I really hope it doesn't go past the verbal abuse stage because if for some reason I miss my exams I'm going to fucking destroy them all, because I need to pass these exams to get into any of the courses I want to do next year in intp. and I am NOT fucking repeating first year.
Bah well it certainly added a bit of excitement to the night :P so can't complain, I suppose lol, was certainly the most fun we've had around here since exam period started haha xD
Thursday, October 22, 2009
ungk
Haven't slept since...sometime yesterday. I wish I could find sleeping at night as easy as sleeping during the day...
But seeing as I couldn't sleep I decided that instead of lazing around in bed, I'd go for a walk to watch the sun rise at the harbour instead, and I'm so glad I went- it was spectacular :) took lotsa pics and sent them to my parents lol. Took a stroll down the waterfront, it's so depressing to pass all those people running Xx it was enough of an effort to walk, I don't know how they managed to be so alive Xx ON A FRIDAY!! D: maybe they're on drugs... I hope they are, cuz I just don't see how else they could possibly be human @.@
But yeah... then strolled down Courtenay place, stopped at the starbux there and had some coffee and read my book :) even though I'll never ever be a morning person, I had to admit that it was really nice, that whole stroll in the morning and coffee thing, especially since there was hardly anyone around, I was the only person in Starbux who was actually having the coffee there.
As I was walking back home through Cuba saw some police officers with these two guys and a dog, and one of the guys, his face was all cut up and bleeding, don't really know what happened. At first I thought it was the dog, but the police and some yellow coated guys were just chillaxing with it while the other cops asked the bleeding guy some questions, so I'm guessing it couldn't have been dangerous lol, but yeah... Injured already, and it wasn't even 7am, some people are really onto it :P
It was really weird being the only one awake in the flat, normally I'm the last person, it was extremely disorientating. So I did the rubbish, and now people are on their way to work and school (LOL) and it's just so strange! I dunno how to explain it, uni students, we're just so separate from the rest of society, I dunno.... haven't had enough sleep to really put this into words lol n.nuu
Walked up Mt Vic and down the Southern Walkway day before yesterday... absolutely fucking spectacular, if I can find the cord that links my phone to the computer I'll put some pics up, the view was great. I was actually going up to pick up a book, but decided to make it an adventure, so I just wrote down the address and wandered my way to it eventually- got completely lost, but it was kinda like a mission xD (though I really wore the wrong shoes... they're still covered in mud) lol and I passed the most amazing houses... I've found my dream house in Welly lol xD (well, dream houses). Got to the address, but someone had taken the book from the mailbox, but that was okay, the views from Mt Vic kinda made up for it :) strolled down Oriental Bay, played on the beach for a while then wandered back home- fantastic day :)
When I got home Soph, Sophie and Zeek were in the lounge, and they asked me where I had been, so I'd told them I'd walked up the mountain and through the scenic path and stuff, and Zeek immediately was like ohhh right, you're a design student? And I was kinda like uhwtf, no... And he was kinda like but... then... why...? ahhhh what a funny boy... xDuu And they were surprised that I went alone, they gave me those 'oh-she's-single-poor-her' looks, I'm getting really sick of them Xx why on earth would I want to go on a long walk with someone else? you'd have to... yknow, talk, and make effort and shit. Eurgh. Pretty sure long walks were made for thinking by yourself lol. Well, for me anyway.
Eurgh I know I'm rambling. I'm actually beginning to feel kinda tired now, as soon as I see real sunlight I always feel that twinge of sleepiness... I'm so going to fucking fail these exams.
Been studying hardcore though, done so much reading Xx and I still haven't read even half of what I need to read for international relations... but I've finally gotten through the Jihad vs McWorld, Clash of Civilisations and Clash of Ignorance articles... now I've just got to read what Jeffrey Sachs has to say about aid, and the IMF, and all that economical stuffs that I can't really say I care about. Well I mean I do, but ... not that much... most of it really just goes over my head.
I think I might've got the 303 boys into trouble... they keep fucking partying it up even though it's study break and heaps of people have exams, but they all crowd into Euan's room even though they know that Soph, Lee and me are studying, and drink and play music and are dicks in general, so I reported them to our RA and she kicked them out last night, but I know it's just gonna happen again, so I reported them to the head honcho, cuz I'm just so sick of having to listen to their stupid conversations and not be able to sleep/study/do anything productive at night on wednesdays, fridays and saturdays. Not really sure what Wendy's done, she said that she would deal with it and stuff. She's fucking scary, man. She came into our apartment once, to ask us how we felt about Euan moving back in, she made me feel like I wanted to wet myself in fear, seriously. SCARY MOFO. I think she'll be a good head of village though. So yeah... I guess I'll find out what she's done after Jonny leaves, cuz I presume he's told Soph...
Ok yeah the bed is seriously calling me now. I think I wanted to talk about other stuffs that might actually have been relatively important... but I really can't remember now... urrmnph.
Good luck for your exams, y'all :3
g'nite
But seeing as I couldn't sleep I decided that instead of lazing around in bed, I'd go for a walk to watch the sun rise at the harbour instead, and I'm so glad I went- it was spectacular :) took lotsa pics and sent them to my parents lol. Took a stroll down the waterfront, it's so depressing to pass all those people running Xx it was enough of an effort to walk, I don't know how they managed to be so alive Xx ON A FRIDAY!! D: maybe they're on drugs... I hope they are, cuz I just don't see how else they could possibly be human @.@
But yeah... then strolled down Courtenay place, stopped at the starbux there and had some coffee and read my book :) even though I'll never ever be a morning person, I had to admit that it was really nice, that whole stroll in the morning and coffee thing, especially since there was hardly anyone around, I was the only person in Starbux who was actually having the coffee there.
As I was walking back home through Cuba saw some police officers with these two guys and a dog, and one of the guys, his face was all cut up and bleeding, don't really know what happened. At first I thought it was the dog, but the police and some yellow coated guys were just chillaxing with it while the other cops asked the bleeding guy some questions, so I'm guessing it couldn't have been dangerous lol, but yeah... Injured already, and it wasn't even 7am, some people are really onto it :P
It was really weird being the only one awake in the flat, normally I'm the last person, it was extremely disorientating. So I did the rubbish, and now people are on their way to work and school (LOL) and it's just so strange! I dunno how to explain it, uni students, we're just so separate from the rest of society, I dunno.... haven't had enough sleep to really put this into words lol n.nuu
Walked up Mt Vic and down the Southern Walkway day before yesterday... absolutely fucking spectacular, if I can find the cord that links my phone to the computer I'll put some pics up, the view was great. I was actually going up to pick up a book, but decided to make it an adventure, so I just wrote down the address and wandered my way to it eventually- got completely lost, but it was kinda like a mission xD (though I really wore the wrong shoes... they're still covered in mud) lol and I passed the most amazing houses... I've found my dream house in Welly lol xD (well, dream houses). Got to the address, but someone had taken the book from the mailbox, but that was okay, the views from Mt Vic kinda made up for it :) strolled down Oriental Bay, played on the beach for a while then wandered back home- fantastic day :)
When I got home Soph, Sophie and Zeek were in the lounge, and they asked me where I had been, so I'd told them I'd walked up the mountain and through the scenic path and stuff, and Zeek immediately was like ohhh right, you're a design student? And I was kinda like uhwtf, no... And he was kinda like but... then... why...? ahhhh what a funny boy... xDuu And they were surprised that I went alone, they gave me those 'oh-she's-single-poor-her' looks, I'm getting really sick of them Xx why on earth would I want to go on a long walk with someone else? you'd have to... yknow, talk, and make effort and shit. Eurgh. Pretty sure long walks were made for thinking by yourself lol. Well, for me anyway.
Eurgh I know I'm rambling. I'm actually beginning to feel kinda tired now, as soon as I see real sunlight I always feel that twinge of sleepiness... I'm so going to fucking fail these exams.
Been studying hardcore though, done so much reading Xx and I still haven't read even half of what I need to read for international relations... but I've finally gotten through the Jihad vs McWorld, Clash of Civilisations and Clash of Ignorance articles... now I've just got to read what Jeffrey Sachs has to say about aid, and the IMF, and all that economical stuffs that I can't really say I care about. Well I mean I do, but ... not that much... most of it really just goes over my head.
I think I might've got the 303 boys into trouble... they keep fucking partying it up even though it's study break and heaps of people have exams, but they all crowd into Euan's room even though they know that Soph, Lee and me are studying, and drink and play music and are dicks in general, so I reported them to our RA and she kicked them out last night, but I know it's just gonna happen again, so I reported them to the head honcho, cuz I'm just so sick of having to listen to their stupid conversations and not be able to sleep/study/do anything productive at night on wednesdays, fridays and saturdays. Not really sure what Wendy's done, she said that she would deal with it and stuff. She's fucking scary, man. She came into our apartment once, to ask us how we felt about Euan moving back in, she made me feel like I wanted to wet myself in fear, seriously. SCARY MOFO. I think she'll be a good head of village though. So yeah... I guess I'll find out what she's done after Jonny leaves, cuz I presume he's told Soph...
Ok yeah the bed is seriously calling me now. I think I wanted to talk about other stuffs that might actually have been relatively important... but I really can't remember now... urrmnph.
Good luck for your exams, y'all :3
g'nite
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Axolotl
I inherited two fine looking axolotl last night :) The pink one's the guy and the black one's the chick, I'll put pics up on fb soon hopefully, they're soooo adorable :3 <3 <3 <3 I love it when they leap to the surface :D I don't understand how people can think they're scary!! D:
Last night was ... good, I think? Lee passed out in the lounge lol. I came home early last night cuz I was fucked off my face (damn vodka), and wandered into the lounge cuz I was thinking of making some food, got the fright of my fucking life when I suddenly saw Lee sprawled out near the tv lol. I couldn't find his key, yelled at him for a bit (and maybe took a few photos), he threw up on the carpet twice, I yelled at him some more, and then I called Alice, who came with backup, and the backup managed to find his key, get him into the bathroom, then into bed. Thank the lord for Alice and her men :)
So he's pretty unhappy to be alive today, it feels good to not be the most hungover person in the flat for once :D Though when I woke up for the first time this morning I thought I might possibly win that role, but by the second time the hangover was completely gone :) :) :) Though Lee is getting progressively worse :P heheh.
Had the always fun experience of throwing up blood, which is always slightly worrying and more than a little disgusting lol. Also lost my eftpos card in town, so I'm glad I did the shopping yesterday, otherwise I woulda been stuck with no food D: though I really do need to find that eftpos card...
We all had a collective whinge about how we send stupid texts when we're drunk, and we tried to convince Soph not to send those texts to Jonny, but she did... which she's totally regretting this morning. Poor chicky. I'm glad Alice convinced me not to do some stuff when I was drunk, and I'm glad they all wouldn't let me see M. again, I really do live with the loveliest people :) When I tell them to not let me do stuff when I'm drunk they actually reinforce it... wuv em.
gah really need to find eftpos card. fuck. and study. No more drinking from now on til the 4th of November!!!!!!
Last night was ... good, I think? Lee passed out in the lounge lol. I came home early last night cuz I was fucked off my face (damn vodka), and wandered into the lounge cuz I was thinking of making some food, got the fright of my fucking life when I suddenly saw Lee sprawled out near the tv lol. I couldn't find his key, yelled at him for a bit (and maybe took a few photos), he threw up on the carpet twice, I yelled at him some more, and then I called Alice, who came with backup, and the backup managed to find his key, get him into the bathroom, then into bed. Thank the lord for Alice and her men :)
So he's pretty unhappy to be alive today, it feels good to not be the most hungover person in the flat for once :D Though when I woke up for the first time this morning I thought I might possibly win that role, but by the second time the hangover was completely gone :) :) :) Though Lee is getting progressively worse :P heheh.
Had the always fun experience of throwing up blood, which is always slightly worrying and more than a little disgusting lol. Also lost my eftpos card in town, so I'm glad I did the shopping yesterday, otherwise I woulda been stuck with no food D: though I really do need to find that eftpos card...
We all had a collective whinge about how we send stupid texts when we're drunk, and we tried to convince Soph not to send those texts to Jonny, but she did... which she's totally regretting this morning. Poor chicky. I'm glad Alice convinced me not to do some stuff when I was drunk, and I'm glad they all wouldn't let me see M. again, I really do live with the loveliest people :) When I tell them to not let me do stuff when I'm drunk they actually reinforce it... wuv em.
gah really need to find eftpos card. fuck. and study. No more drinking from now on til the 4th of November!!!!!!
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Hallowe'en Party
Seeing as I'm too hungover to move I decided to blog instead :P
We had our hall Halloween Party last night- we looked like dicks for being dressed up in the middle of October lol. But it was awesome :D I went as a gypsy (well, a vampire gypsy lol), and I wore heaps of bangles, with a long dress and scarves and ribbons and stuff like that, it wasn't exactly the best costume but it was all done at the last minute and it was fun :D even though it rained like a mofo lol.
Everyone was epically drunk, a lot of people vommed and crashed. Met people last night that I wish I had met at the beginning of the year, they were all so awesome, I have a feeling they were all quite a druggy crew, but they were mint :) and even though I could feel my braincells dying when I sniffed it, that shit was awesome! Haha, the rush is incredible. Though my body is protesting now lol.
People went home quite early cuz everyone was drunk by like 5pm, so most people left Estab at like 11pm, I think I stayed until about 1am, then we went home and played drinking games lol. I really hope that guy doesn't come to get his stuff back, I really don't want to see him :S so embarrassing.... D: D: D:
Oh and I got totally groped by this really old guy. And by old guy I don't mean like middle aged, I mean over 60. His hair was totally white, wtf was he doing out clubbing??? I dunno man it was fucking weird. Anyway, he asked me to dance so I was like aww cute old man, yeah sure, and then we got in there and he kept fucking touching my waist and shit, and I was kinda like uuuummm.... and so I ran away. :S
After the drinking games I went and helped put some people to bed lol then totally crashed. Don't think I'm going to go out tonight though Soph's pretty keen, I might just stay in and read tonight then go out tomorrow. Don't think I can afford any more alcohol anyway, and I'm pretty sure I can't go another week without buying food, I don't even have bread at the moment and only one packet of chips left... Hmm... reheated veges for tea tonight, methinks.
I'm not really sure if that blog made any sense, I can barely think, though I haven't thrown up again so I think that's a start. I'd just like to point out that I did go to class though :P pride!! Lol. Ok I'm gonna grab a quick nap then keep reading Stupid White Men :)
x
We had our hall Halloween Party last night- we looked like dicks for being dressed up in the middle of October lol. But it was awesome :D I went as a gypsy (well, a vampire gypsy lol), and I wore heaps of bangles, with a long dress and scarves and ribbons and stuff like that, it wasn't exactly the best costume but it was all done at the last minute and it was fun :D even though it rained like a mofo lol.
Everyone was epically drunk, a lot of people vommed and crashed. Met people last night that I wish I had met at the beginning of the year, they were all so awesome, I have a feeling they were all quite a druggy crew, but they were mint :) and even though I could feel my braincells dying when I sniffed it, that shit was awesome! Haha, the rush is incredible. Though my body is protesting now lol.
People went home quite early cuz everyone was drunk by like 5pm, so most people left Estab at like 11pm, I think I stayed until about 1am, then we went home and played drinking games lol. I really hope that guy doesn't come to get his stuff back, I really don't want to see him :S so embarrassing.... D: D: D:
Oh and I got totally groped by this really old guy. And by old guy I don't mean like middle aged, I mean over 60. His hair was totally white, wtf was he doing out clubbing??? I dunno man it was fucking weird. Anyway, he asked me to dance so I was like aww cute old man, yeah sure, and then we got in there and he kept fucking touching my waist and shit, and I was kinda like uuuummm.... and so I ran away. :S
After the drinking games I went and helped put some people to bed lol then totally crashed. Don't think I'm going to go out tonight though Soph's pretty keen, I might just stay in and read tonight then go out tomorrow. Don't think I can afford any more alcohol anyway, and I'm pretty sure I can't go another week without buying food, I don't even have bread at the moment and only one packet of chips left... Hmm... reheated veges for tea tonight, methinks.
I'm not really sure if that blog made any sense, I can barely think, though I haven't thrown up again so I think that's a start. I'd just like to point out that I did go to class though :P pride!! Lol. Ok I'm gonna grab a quick nap then keep reading Stupid White Men :)
x
Monday, October 12, 2009
Back in your head (+ Dunz)
Repeat, repeat the words
That I know we both said
Relax into the need
We get so comfortable
Remember when I was
So strange and likeable
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared
When I jerk away from
Holding hands with you
I know these habits hurt
Important parts of you
Remember when I was
Sweet and unexplainable
Nothing like this person,
Unlovable
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared
...Yeah I've fully fallen back into my Tegan and Sara obsession xD lol must stop wasting bandwidth on them... must do homework... Lol Xx
Soph is yelling about something. Not really sure what's going on, something about her course... Oo I told her to email someone, my standard response Xx I really don't know anything about her courses, so yeah... the only answer I can really give lol.
Me and Lee are all good now, we just don't talk about that little screaming fit I had at him, that's why I love flatting with a guy, we don't have to talk it through or anything lol, we're just like eh whatevs, carry on. Which I'm grateful for, cuz I really didn't want him to bring that up lol.
Halloween Party is this Thurs, really need to get a costume. Arghhh can't believe exams are so close... D: and I still have that stupid test tomorrow, eurgh must go look up goals of IMF vs World Bank vs WTO... but just don't care D: DON'T CARE! I'm not even studying economics, why do I have to learn this shit?? And I really don't know/can't be bothered finding out shit about the UN Xx
And onto more important news:
DUNZ IS OUT OF HOSPITAL NOW. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
:D
Can't wait til she's back and up in welly with me, can't believe how sick she was D: D: D: obviously being away from all of us really fucked her over... the only possible solution is for her to stay in nz with us.... FOREVER.
Uh oh Soph's really panicking. Better go sort that shit out. Basically this blog was just to tell everyone that Dunz is feeling better lol, with rambling shit cushioning the important news :P
x
That I know we both said
Relax into the need
We get so comfortable
Remember when I was
So strange and likeable
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared
When I jerk away from
Holding hands with you
I know these habits hurt
Important parts of you
Remember when I was
Sweet and unexplainable
Nothing like this person,
Unlovable
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared
...Yeah I've fully fallen back into my Tegan and Sara obsession xD lol must stop wasting bandwidth on them... must do homework... Lol Xx
Soph is yelling about something. Not really sure what's going on, something about her course... Oo I told her to email someone, my standard response Xx I really don't know anything about her courses, so yeah... the only answer I can really give lol.
Me and Lee are all good now, we just don't talk about that little screaming fit I had at him, that's why I love flatting with a guy, we don't have to talk it through or anything lol, we're just like eh whatevs, carry on. Which I'm grateful for, cuz I really didn't want him to bring that up lol.
Halloween Party is this Thurs, really need to get a costume. Arghhh can't believe exams are so close... D: and I still have that stupid test tomorrow, eurgh must go look up goals of IMF vs World Bank vs WTO... but just don't care D: DON'T CARE! I'm not even studying economics, why do I have to learn this shit?? And I really don't know/can't be bothered finding out shit about the UN Xx
And onto more important news:
DUNZ IS OUT OF HOSPITAL NOW. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
:D
Can't wait til she's back and up in welly with me, can't believe how sick she was D: D: D: obviously being away from all of us really fucked her over... the only possible solution is for her to stay in nz with us.... FOREVER.
Uh oh Soph's really panicking. Better go sort that shit out. Basically this blog was just to tell everyone that Dunz is feeling better lol, with rambling shit cushioning the important news :P
x
Saturday, October 10, 2009
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...Yeah the increase in blogging is due to stupid procrastination. So much work to catch up on, so little motivation. And besides, it's a Saturday night and there's like a billion guys playing loud music in Euan's room so it's not like I could actually get anything done anyway.
It feels a bit weird not planning our next flat viewing time now, but what's even weirder is how un-angry he is... Like, he actually just genuinely seems to have this 'if she's happy then i'm happy' thing going on, it's fucking weird man. He's like not even human. He hasn't said a single bad thing to me or about me, this is just far too creepy. He hasn't massively guilt tripped me, he hasn't attempted to break me down with little jibes and comments, instead he just asks if I want to borrow dvds and if I was free next weekend to still hang out. Wtf?? I don't understand. I've never dealt with this kind of situation before. Where's the guilt? Where's the blame? Where's the anger? Soph must be right, he must just think he's into me but he's actually not, because this just isn't normal. This definitely isn't how relationships work. Fucking gives me the heebie jeebies. So I'm just gonna try to ignore him cuz it's exam time and I don't like thinking a lot :P
Went to Soph's Otaki mate's place last night (so much for saying that I wasn't going to drink excessively, consume illegal substances and maybe find some morals). It was actually pretty good, pretty chill, and I was taught some um skills that I never thought I'd learn at uni Oo Lol.
I think I really shocked Soph by my lack of umm well, a moral compass I guess. Don't know how else to describe it. Apparently hooking up with 3 guys in 3 days isn't that socially acceptable. Pfft everyone has different ways of doing things. I left my room for a bathroom break yesterday and Soph was talking about how she wished she had my emotional detachment. She says that she wants to be able to do what I do and just not give a shit about things. She asked me how I did it, and it's so hard to explain... it's like why care about something not worth caring about? I don't like wasting my time for no good reason. I mean shit man, I can wait. I can wait forever for something that I have the slightest bit of hope in, I can be patient when I feel like the end will be worth it, but why waste time on something unimportant? Like all that worrying and the stress and shit? Soph's been so indecisive about Johnny, and it's kinda weird, cuz I just don't know what to tell her. Indecision isn't really my strong point... I know when I want something, and I'll do whatever I can to get it, but bro if it's a lost cause then let it go. There's no point in flogging a dead horse. But she just doesn't know what to do any of the time... it's like her when she's shopping, and she doesn't know what to buy, she doesn't know what to do, she umms and ahhs over it for ages.
...This is actually a really good procrastination technique. I can't believe how much time I just wasted talking about absolutely nothing lol.
Eurgh I have so many drunken injuries :( I have bruises on my arm from when I was manhandled cuz I jumped onto Lee's back and fell off when drunk, and so he had to grab me to keep me on the next time I jumped, and there's that massive mofo from when I fought with the desk, and there's a gash on my arm from last night when I epicly failed at life and fell down the stairs at Basement, and, being the drunk bitch I was, didn't have quick enough reflexes to really catch my fall. It's good stuff. Good stuff.
Oh god they're playing computer games. That's why I keep hearing fucking gun sounds and SUCH MY COCK MORGAN every so often. Fuckers. What are they doing here? Why can't they play computer games somewhere else on such a fine Saturday evening??????
I should really go and... ok not sleep, because that's a little impossible. But hmmm... read...? That doesn't really sound too appealing :S And I don't think I can handle any more Meredith time on Grey's... :S grr lol silly boys. I might've actually been studying tonight..... LOL.
I have to say, this is the second night this week I haven't been a-drinking :) pride! And, yknow, I haven't thrown up once this week :D hehe. Excellent stuff.
Ok I'm gonna go wallow around in bed and plan evil plans and listen to my iPod lol.
...Maybe go read EOnline. Maybe. I'm not going to deny it... It's addictive. Damn them.
It feels a bit weird not planning our next flat viewing time now, but what's even weirder is how un-angry he is... Like, he actually just genuinely seems to have this 'if she's happy then i'm happy' thing going on, it's fucking weird man. He's like not even human. He hasn't said a single bad thing to me or about me, this is just far too creepy. He hasn't massively guilt tripped me, he hasn't attempted to break me down with little jibes and comments, instead he just asks if I want to borrow dvds and if I was free next weekend to still hang out. Wtf?? I don't understand. I've never dealt with this kind of situation before. Where's the guilt? Where's the blame? Where's the anger? Soph must be right, he must just think he's into me but he's actually not, because this just isn't normal. This definitely isn't how relationships work. Fucking gives me the heebie jeebies. So I'm just gonna try to ignore him cuz it's exam time and I don't like thinking a lot :P
Went to Soph's Otaki mate's place last night (so much for saying that I wasn't going to drink excessively, consume illegal substances and maybe find some morals). It was actually pretty good, pretty chill, and I was taught some um skills that I never thought I'd learn at uni Oo Lol.
I think I really shocked Soph by my lack of umm well, a moral compass I guess. Don't know how else to describe it. Apparently hooking up with 3 guys in 3 days isn't that socially acceptable. Pfft everyone has different ways of doing things. I left my room for a bathroom break yesterday and Soph was talking about how she wished she had my emotional detachment. She says that she wants to be able to do what I do and just not give a shit about things. She asked me how I did it, and it's so hard to explain... it's like why care about something not worth caring about? I don't like wasting my time for no good reason. I mean shit man, I can wait. I can wait forever for something that I have the slightest bit of hope in, I can be patient when I feel like the end will be worth it, but why waste time on something unimportant? Like all that worrying and the stress and shit? Soph's been so indecisive about Johnny, and it's kinda weird, cuz I just don't know what to tell her. Indecision isn't really my strong point... I know when I want something, and I'll do whatever I can to get it, but bro if it's a lost cause then let it go. There's no point in flogging a dead horse. But she just doesn't know what to do any of the time... it's like her when she's shopping, and she doesn't know what to buy, she doesn't know what to do, she umms and ahhs over it for ages.
...This is actually a really good procrastination technique. I can't believe how much time I just wasted talking about absolutely nothing lol.
Eurgh I have so many drunken injuries :( I have bruises on my arm from when I was manhandled cuz I jumped onto Lee's back and fell off when drunk, and so he had to grab me to keep me on the next time I jumped, and there's that massive mofo from when I fought with the desk, and there's a gash on my arm from last night when I epicly failed at life and fell down the stairs at Basement, and, being the drunk bitch I was, didn't have quick enough reflexes to really catch my fall. It's good stuff. Good stuff.
Oh god they're playing computer games. That's why I keep hearing fucking gun sounds and SUCH MY COCK MORGAN every so often. Fuckers. What are they doing here? Why can't they play computer games somewhere else on such a fine Saturday evening??????
I should really go and... ok not sleep, because that's a little impossible. But hmmm... read...? That doesn't really sound too appealing :S And I don't think I can handle any more Meredith time on Grey's... :S grr lol silly boys. I might've actually been studying tonight..... LOL.
I have to say, this is the second night this week I haven't been a-drinking :) pride! And, yknow, I haven't thrown up once this week :D hehe. Excellent stuff.
Ok I'm gonna go wallow around in bed and plan evil plans and listen to my iPod lol.
...Maybe go read EOnline. Maybe. I'm not going to deny it... It's addictive. Damn them.
Thursday, October 8, 2009
relief?
Haha.
Finally did it.
Gone are the nights of stressing and fretting about what I should do. I knew it was a mistake from the beginning, I should know better than to just go with the moment and believe that stupid fucking magic 8 ball lol. It's such a liar :P esp after the answer it gave me today... Though to be fair it was a stupid question lol, common sense told me that it would be the shittest idea of the century anyway, magic 8 ball was probably mocking me lol. what a fucker :P
.... oh wow maybe it's not going as easy as I thought it would be. I doubt anyone can fall for someone in such a short amount of time... I thought I was nipping this in the bud but apparently I still took too long Oo at least it's all over now haha.
Now I'm going to go find somewhere else to live, because I don't want to live with him, I might go and join a random flat, I kind of just want a new beginning. Though I'm still not sure about what I was thinking about before... I might do that instead, methinks. I'll talk about it with my mum tonight I reckon, see what she thinks. Parents always know best :) They're going to be so disappointed about the break up, they really really liked him. But I just... no.
He was nowhere near what I wanted, he was just so passive and ... nice. Like, such a decent guy, but I just don't dig that kind of attitude where it's like whatever you do is fine because you're my gf. It's like man up, tell me what you're thinking! Tell me what you want, tell me how you feel. And for fuck's sake, feel something other than happy all the time. Apparently there were all these guys hitting on me at Big K on Wednesday (didn't know that I went to big k at all... haha Xx) and he just stood there. I want someone who wants me. Lol. Someone who won't leave it up to me to do everything like choose the movie, choose the day, choose the flat, I don't want it to be my choice all the fucking time! I want to have conflict, I want to have fights, I want some fucking passion! Lol.
Through conflict there is freedom.
Haha fuck I'm such a Realist lol. But I do think that's true, the only way we can truly achieve happiness and freedom is through the use of conflict. It is through conflict that true personalities and truths come out. What use is there for a passive peace that glosses over all that bullshit? fuck that man. I'd way rather be screaming my lungs out til 5 in the morning.
so yeah, am relieved that's all over :) think I'm just gonna get into my pjs and watch greys and eat all night. I wish I was back in Dunedin or at home or bleh. stupid magic 8 ball telling me lies. lol ok gonna go rent out grey's before someone else rents it out haha.
Finally did it.
Gone are the nights of stressing and fretting about what I should do. I knew it was a mistake from the beginning, I should know better than to just go with the moment and believe that stupid fucking magic 8 ball lol. It's such a liar :P esp after the answer it gave me today... Though to be fair it was a stupid question lol, common sense told me that it would be the shittest idea of the century anyway, magic 8 ball was probably mocking me lol. what a fucker :P
.... oh wow maybe it's not going as easy as I thought it would be. I doubt anyone can fall for someone in such a short amount of time... I thought I was nipping this in the bud but apparently I still took too long Oo at least it's all over now haha.
Now I'm going to go find somewhere else to live, because I don't want to live with him, I might go and join a random flat, I kind of just want a new beginning. Though I'm still not sure about what I was thinking about before... I might do that instead, methinks. I'll talk about it with my mum tonight I reckon, see what she thinks. Parents always know best :) They're going to be so disappointed about the break up, they really really liked him. But I just... no.
He was nowhere near what I wanted, he was just so passive and ... nice. Like, such a decent guy, but I just don't dig that kind of attitude where it's like whatever you do is fine because you're my gf. It's like man up, tell me what you're thinking! Tell me what you want, tell me how you feel. And for fuck's sake, feel something other than happy all the time. Apparently there were all these guys hitting on me at Big K on Wednesday (didn't know that I went to big k at all... haha Xx) and he just stood there. I want someone who wants me. Lol. Someone who won't leave it up to me to do everything like choose the movie, choose the day, choose the flat, I don't want it to be my choice all the fucking time! I want to have conflict, I want to have fights, I want some fucking passion! Lol.
Through conflict there is freedom.
Haha fuck I'm such a Realist lol. But I do think that's true, the only way we can truly achieve happiness and freedom is through the use of conflict. It is through conflict that true personalities and truths come out. What use is there for a passive peace that glosses over all that bullshit? fuck that man. I'd way rather be screaming my lungs out til 5 in the morning.
so yeah, am relieved that's all over :) think I'm just gonna get into my pjs and watch greys and eat all night. I wish I was back in Dunedin or at home or bleh. stupid magic 8 ball telling me lies. lol ok gonna go rent out grey's before someone else rents it out haha.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
ahahahaha
just got told some of what i did last night... never drinking that much again. fuck man... i'm a fucking bitch. need to sort that shit out... need to sort everything out.
lost my opal :( very sad... have no fucking clue where its gone.
ohhh my head... getting better but still feel like shooting myself to relieve the pain lol. i dunno how the others are managing to eat, just the thought of food makes me nauseous.
the pain from putting the guide through my lip cleared my head a little but that's fading now. god i feel like death.
wish they hadn't told me the stuff i got up to last night, i don't wanna know i just don't wanna know. fuck man... fuck. i can't believe they had to carry me through town... don't remember going to any of those places... i got home at 5am apparently... lost my key was sitting outside for ages trying to find my phone. have no idea where i walked home from, where the fuck did i go?
owowowowowowow.
ow.
ow.
would like to pass out now please.
lost my opal :( very sad... have no fucking clue where its gone.
ohhh my head... getting better but still feel like shooting myself to relieve the pain lol. i dunno how the others are managing to eat, just the thought of food makes me nauseous.
the pain from putting the guide through my lip cleared my head a little but that's fading now. god i feel like death.
wish they hadn't told me the stuff i got up to last night, i don't wanna know i just don't wanna know. fuck man... fuck. i can't believe they had to carry me through town... don't remember going to any of those places... i got home at 5am apparently... lost my key was sitting outside for ages trying to find my phone. have no idea where i walked home from, where the fuck did i go?
owowowowowowow.
ow.
ow.
would like to pass out now please.
Shotgun...?
Oh my God my head.
Can barely type, so fucking hungover, wish I could remember last night. Where's my key? Where the fuck did I go? How did I get there? Gah... I have a feeling it was a good night though lol. Though it was awkward explaining where I went when I had no memory of anything.
Basshunter was good (I think) tbh I spent most of my time drinking a lot so I don't reaaaaally remember. But I get good vibes from that black hole of a memory.
Our apartment is fucking trashed, I have no idea who was here last night but there's alcohol bottles everywhere, there's just all this fucking shit all over the place. Must've been those fucking boys cuz there's soo many beer cans.
Eurgh god my head... better than before, but still pretty fuckn shit.
Lol I got up this morning and the first thing he said to me was fuck you look like fucking shit. The compliments just keep on rolling in :P
I wish I could just throw up, I think that would make me feel better... should probably eat, but I'm just not ready for that kinda action.
Huh... who's in our kitchen fighting?? don't think I can physically get out of bed and check... oh I ache...
seriously, who's in our kitchen? ok will gather energy to go check. over and out.
Can barely type, so fucking hungover, wish I could remember last night. Where's my key? Where the fuck did I go? How did I get there? Gah... I have a feeling it was a good night though lol. Though it was awkward explaining where I went when I had no memory of anything.
Basshunter was good (I think) tbh I spent most of my time drinking a lot so I don't reaaaaally remember. But I get good vibes from that black hole of a memory.
Our apartment is fucking trashed, I have no idea who was here last night but there's alcohol bottles everywhere, there's just all this fucking shit all over the place. Must've been those fucking boys cuz there's soo many beer cans.
Eurgh god my head... better than before, but still pretty fuckn shit.
Lol I got up this morning and the first thing he said to me was fuck you look like fucking shit. The compliments just keep on rolling in :P
I wish I could just throw up, I think that would make me feel better... should probably eat, but I'm just not ready for that kinda action.
Huh... who's in our kitchen fighting?? don't think I can physically get out of bed and check... oh I ache...
seriously, who's in our kitchen? ok will gather energy to go check. over and out.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Light up as if you don't have a choice
Lee and I are arguing at the moment if there's anything to suck on a girl's body... Lol yes this is what our flat talks about... I really shouldn't have hit my crotch and yelled 'suck it' at him :P Man our flat is intellectual... Lol :P we're always talking about sex or drugs it seems... or just screeching at each other randomly lol. Man I'm gonna miss them next year.
BASSHUNTER TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!! God I'm psyched lol! I wish more of my mates were coming, Soph was gonna come but we couldn't find cheap tickets, I'm glad J's mate decided not to go in the end lol and wasn't a money grabbing bitch lol, cuz seriously people are selling them off at ridiculous prices. I can understand making a profit, but some of the prices are just fucking ridiculous, way over double the actual cost of the ticket.
Ooh I think Lee's gonna be coming as well now :3 YUSSSSS :D :D :D SO FUCKING PSYCHED!! We gonna get on the piss then dance our asses off then go to town, get more pissed and probably wake up in places we don't know! FUCK YEAH!!!
Ah the student life...
Lol I've discovered that drinking while doing homework makes it a lot more fun :P yesterday it was bourbon and cola, and today it's pomegranate cosmopolitans xD
Our statute law cases are getting weirder and weirder... well ok, the baby one wasn't as fucked as the deer one but it was still pretty fucked. This chick wanted to tape herself giving birth and put it in a porno. How the fuck is giving birth wack-worthy? I don't get it. And the deer one was what my status was about ;p god some people out there are sick sick cunts.
My parents are becoming so liberal... My mum actually asked me if I was going to share a bedroom with my bf when I move in with him next month, and I was like WTF?!?!?!?! What happened to my conservative Asian mother??? WHERE HAS SHE GONE?? I was so shocked... I think I actually choked in disbelief and started spluttering lol it was not a nice moment. I know I should be happy they've loosened up so much, but... but there's just a limit D: TOO WEIRD.
BASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTER :D
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BASSHUNTER TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!! God I'm psyched lol! I wish more of my mates were coming, Soph was gonna come but we couldn't find cheap tickets, I'm glad J's mate decided not to go in the end lol and wasn't a money grabbing bitch lol, cuz seriously people are selling them off at ridiculous prices. I can understand making a profit, but some of the prices are just fucking ridiculous, way over double the actual cost of the ticket.
Ooh I think Lee's gonna be coming as well now :3 YUSSSSS :D :D :D SO FUCKING PSYCHED!! We gonna get on the piss then dance our asses off then go to town, get more pissed and probably wake up in places we don't know! FUCK YEAH!!!
Ah the student life...
Lol I've discovered that drinking while doing homework makes it a lot more fun :P yesterday it was bourbon and cola, and today it's pomegranate cosmopolitans xD
Our statute law cases are getting weirder and weirder... well ok, the baby one wasn't as fucked as the deer one but it was still pretty fucked. This chick wanted to tape herself giving birth and put it in a porno. How the fuck is giving birth wack-worthy? I don't get it. And the deer one was what my status was about ;p god some people out there are sick sick cunts.
My parents are becoming so liberal... My mum actually asked me if I was going to share a bedroom with my bf when I move in with him next month, and I was like WTF?!?!?!?! What happened to my conservative Asian mother??? WHERE HAS SHE GONE?? I was so shocked... I think I actually choked in disbelief and started spluttering lol it was not a nice moment. I know I should be happy they've loosened up so much, but... but there's just a limit D: TOO WEIRD.
BASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTER :D
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FUCKIN A!
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