Merry Christmas!! (+ horoscopes)

Hope everyone had a merry Christmas~ and got heaps of presents and had fun :)

Christmas here was great, we all went to the beach and sunbathed and kinda played in the water (there were jellyfish and we were scared D: ). We had a picnic and stuffs, and it was just such a gorgeous day :) And it was amazing having Caz with us, I can't imagine spending Christmas without her lol

My parents are amazing <3 they got me the cutest wall decoration which was a poem thingy which was all about how proud they were of me (man they're gonna be disappointed when I don't get into law :S but oh well...)

We drove up to Hahei on boxing day and sunbathed at Cathedral Cove/ Narnia (it's where they filmed part of Prince Caspian, it's the beach that they arrive in at the beginning), and that was FANTASTIC, can't describe it any other way lol. We played in the water/sunbathed all day, and there were no jellyfish :3 we stayed there for like 5 hours and now we're all pretty sunburnt Xx lol but it was sooo worth it.

We went for a bit of a cycle across the bridge today, and then me and Caz are going to see Avatar again :D cuz we loved it so much! Have such a crush on the main chick, daayum. DAYUUMM. When she hisses my heart beats faster :P certainly helps that she's blue xD (is that weird??) loool. We're seeing it non 3D this time so Caz is disappointed :P apparently seeing it in 3D is amazing, wish I could see in 3D D: I wonder what it would be like to think that things are jumping out of the screen at you... ah well, I'm just glad I don't have to wear those glasses this time XD

I meant to update this a lot earlier, but have been too busy... well, living really :P Can't actually think of anything I've accomplished (except for a wicked tan), just been out and about doing stuffs. It's really nice up here, I don't really want to leave and go back to Wellington, it's been so nice relaxing in the sun and just hanging with my mum, I can't imagine not having her around when I go back to uni... :(

It's been hard without Sammy, I really miss him :( but after a couple of days of non stop crying it's been a bit easier to deal with his loss. We're thinking of getting a new cat, but the one that mum wants is $700 Oo so... no... why can't we just get a normal cat??? D: I want the manx from the SPCA damnit.

Ooh we got a flat for next year, it's amazing :D and so close to uni! Lol am really stoked. Ahahaha the kids next dor are playing cops and robbers xD lol soz random, just heard a little kid putting on an American accent reporting a burglary on 8th street xD

We're heading to Rotorua tomorrow, and then up to Auckland the day after cuz Caz is going home D: D: D: I'll be up in Auckland til next month staying with Melissa, hopefully New Years will be amazing :3

ohhh here are the horoscopes for the new year, I left some out cuz I don't think any of our friends are Leos or Virgos or Ariens n.nuu

Sagittarius
you will have until the 26th to do whatever needs to be done regarding important relationships. Many Sagittarians will go into 2010 with a ring on their finger. Others, I'm afraid, will be looking at ending long term commitments. Balance is the name of the game this season. If you allow your emotions to run away with you, disaster could follow. This is a time to relase and let go.
This week's mantra: I let go with a happy heart.

Capricorn
This is your time to celebrate- another birthday year gone and a new one begins. Time to kick back and relax. There will be no big decisions to be made until well into the new year, when things will fall into place. From the 26th, love is in the air. As far as important relationships are concerned, get ready for the unexpected.
This week's mantra: I deserve to rest and relax.

Aquarius
Watch for any unresolved family issues to surface during the festive week. Christmas Day won't hold many surprises, but make sure you don't party too much. You'll make a very important New Year's resolution, as many of you have put up with what you don't really want for too long. Will 2010 be the year that you bite the bullet and do what you want?
This week's mantra: I come first.

Pisces
Don't get too emotional if your family starts to fall apart over the Christmas break. Everyone deserves true love and happiness- maybe it's time for you to understand what is truly important. Life isn't about materialistic things, it's about love and people. If they come first, then the rest can follow.
This week's mantra: I appreciate my family more than ever.

Taurus
As the new year draws to a close, it's time for you to take stock. What did you learn in the past 12 months? Many of you found it difficult to make commitments- 2010 won't allow you to get away with your past behaviour. It's time to clean up your act. Looking at a total makeover wouldn't be a waste of time. There is so much you can achieve next year.
This week's mantra: I stay focused.

Gemini
Everything is pointing to commitment over the Christmas break. This relates to everything- not just emotional relationships. Many of you will be focused on your career, and 2010 could be the make it or break it year in all areas sof your life. A lot of you will be pushing the envelope on the 30th. Enjoy yourself on the 31st before reality bites!
This week's mantra: I face reality.

Cancer
So many Cancerians have a huge problem in letting go when things have run their course, but many of you will be looking at closing doors once and for all in the next two weeks. You know what you want and how you want your life to be- putting up with second best won't work in 2010. Setting financial goals for the new year should take up a lot of your time.
This week's mantra: I let go now.

Libra
You'll find yourself feeling like you're in limbo at times in the next two weeks. Decisions that have far reaching implications will weigh heavily on the minds of many of you. Learning to stand your ground is something very necessary. Next year, much will be expected of you- victory will crown your efforts, but it may not show up until later in the year. Remember, patience is a virtue.
This week's mantra: I am patient.

Scorpio
You must start putting your needs first this Christmas. In order to truly achieve the best outcomes in 2010, this has to be your number one priority. You need to be there for yourself first before you can expect others to be there for you. There is great energy coming your way in the new year. Victory could be yours- just believe that you deserve it.
This week's mantra: I get my priorities right.

L-O-V-E

Rawr, so someone broke into our car in the early hours of this morning and stole my laptop and iPod :( but they're both under insurance so I'll get new ones which is a blessing I suppose, and I am grateful that this happened now and not before an assignment or Lord forbid, before exams :S it was still annoying that it happened this morning, just before we started the long drive to Tauranga though, cuz it delayed our trip for a while, and we had to go through all the luggage to get rid of all the glass which was sooo time consuming D:

but other than that, we reached tauranga nice and safe and in good time (considering), and it's soooo beautiful :3 I could really learn to love it here, I feel. The house is smaller than our last one (seems impossible, but believe me, it's anything but), but it's SOOOOO lovely !! it's all wood, and it's just gorgeous, really laidback vibe and very sea-y, which is just how I like my houses :P It also helps that's really close to the Wendy's burger joint xD

For the bad news... Ali ran away D: D: D: D: She ran away the week my parents moved here and no one's seen her since, but my parents decided to wait until I was here to tell me, I kinda wish they'd told me before so I could kinda make myself ready to come to a home that didn't have my kitty in it, but I see why they did it and stuffs. I just hope that she's in a good home somewhere, and isn't lost and wandering the streets or dead :S I miss her so much TT^TT I'm going to ask Oli if he knows where she is when he gets back from the kennels, cuz he found her last time I asked him, when she was stuck under the house.

But other than that, the news is only good, passed international relations so I'm in for the courses I want to take next year :D And i have plans for new years now, so I'm not gonna be a complete loner in Tauranga with my parents lol.

On an annoying note... STUPID FUCKING DOCTOR. Ok, he's not stupid, he's a good doctor probs, but omg, I do not have a fucking drinking problem. It was like he'd never met a first year student before, when he asked me how much I drank and how often, and I told him the truth, yknow, lately we've been drinking a bit more cuz we've finished exams, but normally it's two times a week, and yes I drink to get drunk (?!), and no I don't remember I can't remember what happened on the mornings after. THAT DOES NOT MEAN I'M AN ALCOHOLIC YOU WANKER. IT MEANS I'M A STUDENT. So he put on my freaking medical chart/history/thing that I had "alcohol problems". I do not have freaking alcohol problems! And then, if that wasn't enough, he asked me how I would kill myself. And I was kinda like "uhhhh what? pills I guess. not that I would. because I wouldn't." So now he won't give me my prescription medicine for my skin and shit in one go in case i decide over christmas break that I suddenly hate my life and am gonna top myself. I was like wtf, you asked me a question, I answered it truthfully, I didn't realise it was one of those trick questions that if you answer, suddenly you've admitted you're in danger of offing yourself. GRRRRRR

can't wait to have my normal doctor back, the one who remembers what it's like to be young and drink alcohol and bleh whatever

So yeah. Damn doctor. At least he didn't try to make me to go AA meetings or something, that would have just been like wtf? especially considering that in our flat, I'm the lightest drinker. I drink soooo much less than everyone else in my hall, but I'm the one with alcohol problems?? I'm not the one who ran into a church! (literally). her face is getting a LOT better now though, less painful to look at.

Saw 300 Days of Summer which was FANTASTIC :D I recommend that everyone go see it, it was sooo good.

"You're married? what the hell?"
"I just woke up one morning and knew."
"Knew what?"
"What I wasn't sure of when I was with you."

I don't think that's the exact quote, but give me some artistic license :P but it's my favourite bit of the movie, and it really struck a chord in me, cuz I realised that I've never known. Like, I want to be in love, I want a relationship and shit, but I realised that that's just because of an idea, not the person/vibe/whatever, and I've never actually known love, not in that way. It's just been a constant uncertainty, and yeah... Not eloquent, I know, but I dunno, that movie really hit home with me. I'm a single kinda girl, and I should really get used to that, everyone else knows it Xx lol I should stop trying to convince myself that I'm in love or even in like, cuz in the end I just hurt them/myself/fuck things up. Lol like that Wednesday night... heheheh. Poor J.

OHHH and if anyone is reading this (doubtful), watch Starstrukk by 3oh!3 feat Katy perry- HOTTEST VID EVER. God I'm so in lust with Katy Perry I think I creamed myself. Or I would have, if I was a man. She is the ultimate woman, just... zomg. ZOMG. When she licks her finger... just... ah. And apparently this is 'my song' :P lol, can't remember who told me, but they were like man... this song IS you. I'm gonna choose to take that as a compliment :P Either that or they were telling me I'm a slut. Or both Oo

Anyway, go check it out!! <3

‘Cause I
Just set them up,
Just set them up,
Just set them up tonight (then down),
‘Cause I
Just set them up,
Just set them up,
Just set them up tonight,
Then down

I think I should know
How to make love to something innocent
Without leaving my fingerprints out,
Now,
L-o-v-e’s just another word I never learned to pronounce
How do I say I’m sorry
‘Cause the word is just never gonna come out,
Now,
L-o-v-e’s just another word I never learned to pronounce

HALLOWEEN MOFOS

fuuuuuuuuucking mean night bro. Got on the goon and then hit up the bars :D Our place is a fuckin mess atm, there's booze bottles everywhere... huh just realised, never even wore my mask to town D: damnit got it for noooothing :( though it was only $2 :P

Haha Lee and Soph are having a fight over the nutella :P love this flat... <3>

Fuck man I'm so unhungover, it's a weird feeling. Given the amount I drunk last night I woulda thought I'd be dead by now. Though I do have the meanest bruise on my ass, I can barely sit, that's what you get for falling down the stairs at temp :P

My lip ball thingymabob fell out again D:<>

But yeah last night was mean as, I was dressed up as a gypsy, but then got changed at the last minute cuz no one else was dressed up, so I just wore a normal dress :( but all g, I don't think that many people were dressed up in town anyway. Vaguely recall there being some kind of dance off competition in temp... huh...

so we're all bumming around the flat watching movies today, ahhh feels so good not to have to do law anymore <3>

but anyway, last night... fuuuuckin awesome. though zoe's kinda paying me out for being bi now, she was all gossiping to soph about it and it was kinda like dude, why would you think that I'd be so open about that shit if I hadn't already let my flatmates know? seriously... soph was just like to her 'why, do you like the look of her, huh?' Bleh, I really don't like Zoe, there's something about her which really pisses me off. Don't actually know anybody who does like her a whole lot :P I have a feeling that Soph thinks I'm dating *, she was like 'she's really hot' and stuff, so I think it was her way of encouraging me onwards :P I hated being the one to break it to her that I'm still a free agent lol, and that we were holding hands cuz when I'm drunk I tend to wander off Xx

Went to the queer quiz night the night before last, it was AMAZING :D (and we were so close to winning! stupid singing/dance off!) lol it was so much fun, and the people there were just so interesting. And Alex and Sandra were so cute :3 am defs doing that again. We have a brunch at Petone next week, I'm thinking that I might go... and the lady... huh... can't remember her name... she said that she could give me a ride, and I think someone else volunteered as well, they're all so lovely :) I really want to go to the christmas dinner the wbwg are having but I'm going home :( am so glad I sucked it up and joined their group though lol.

Just went and had an offbeatz burger, god they're good... <3 so much for so little money. The others went off to smoke some sheesha but I thought I should probs come back home and maybe attempt to study lol. not that that will really happen, i'll probs just head to bed or read or something...

Poor Chrispy, her face is so fucked up, she ran into a church Oo uuhhh... don't really know how cuz I wasn't with that group last night (I don't think, at any rate... I might've been at some point) but apparently it was all quite epic. But anyway, her face is just a mass of fuckedupness, and her lip is so swollen, and her cut thingies won't stop bleeding. She can barely talk and shit, I was just like WOAH WTF, thought my ass was the worst injury of the night... you win, chrispy, you win.

Ok should stop this rambling nonsense while I have the chance, and besides, Soph's getting out of the shower now and I wanna chat with her before she heads back home n.n

x

tiktokBOOM

eheh found out what she did... Xx well kind of. She said that she fined all of them, I don't know who exactly or anything, or how much... but yeah, they all know it was me, and it's not like I'm going to deny it, I don't see why I should have to or anything, yknow? I have the right to study in my own room, and... yeah... I have a lot of haters right now :P lol should really care, but seeing as I don't know them, will never know them, and don't want to know them, it's hard to feel sympathetic simply because they got a fine lol, they should've thought about it before they kept partying it up n.nuu

but yeah so I have a group of guys who kinda wanna kill me lol. Already kinda got harassed, cuz they all came to the flat and me and Soph were studying in the lounge- most of them ignored me, just the occasional poisonous glare lol, but one of the guys was really drunk and he got all up in my face, in the end he started getting really angry and a little violent so the others wrestled him away, and I could hear him yelling in the corridor that it was unfair and I was a bitch, that kind of thing :P

I probably should've pretended to feel guilty when he asked me if I felt bad instead of cracking up laughing n.nuu oh well, their problem, not mine. And technically, since he harassed me, I could have him evicted, but that would be too far I reckon, cuz they have the right to be upset, just like I have the right to be pissed off about not having the quiet environment to study. I hope they grow some balls and bitch about it somewhere else though, because listening to that whinging was a bit mind destroying... and distracting. And I was trying to read about MNCs and enjoy my tea at the time n.nuu which is important! lol

So I guess I just gotta see what happens now, though if my body does end up in a bloodied heap somewhere in Wellington, you'll all know who did it :P I'm just glad I got Lee on my side, he definitely provides a fair bit of protection- I don't think I'm going to leave the apartment without him from now on, not that I often do anyway lol, we tend to travel as a flat. I really hope it doesn't go past the verbal abuse stage because if for some reason I miss my exams I'm going to fucking destroy them all, because I need to pass these exams to get into any of the courses I want to do next year in intp. and I am NOT fucking repeating first year.

Bah well it certainly added a bit of excitement to the night :P so can't complain, I suppose lol, was certainly the most fun we've had around here since exam period started haha xD

ungk

Haven't slept since...sometime yesterday. I wish I could find sleeping at night as easy as sleeping during the day...
But seeing as I couldn't sleep I decided that instead of lazing around in bed, I'd go for a walk to watch the sun rise at the harbour instead, and I'm so glad I went- it was spectacular :) took lotsa pics and sent them to my parents lol. Took a stroll down the waterfront, it's so depressing to pass all those people running Xx it was enough of an effort to walk, I don't know how they managed to be so alive Xx ON A FRIDAY!! D: maybe they're on drugs... I hope they are, cuz I just don't see how else they could possibly be human @.@

But yeah... then strolled down Courtenay place, stopped at the starbux there and had some coffee and read my book :) even though I'll never ever be a morning person, I had to admit that it was really nice, that whole stroll in the morning and coffee thing, especially since there was hardly anyone around, I was the only person in Starbux who was actually having the coffee there.

As I was walking back home through Cuba saw some police officers with these two guys and a dog, and one of the guys, his face was all cut up and bleeding, don't really know what happened. At first I thought it was the dog, but the police and some yellow coated guys were just chillaxing with it while the other cops asked the bleeding guy some questions, so I'm guessing it couldn't have been dangerous lol, but yeah... Injured already, and it wasn't even 7am, some people are really onto it :P

It was really weird being the only one awake in the flat, normally I'm the last person, it was extremely disorientating. So I did the rubbish, and now people are on their way to work and school (LOL) and it's just so strange! I dunno how to explain it, uni students, we're just so separate from the rest of society, I dunno.... haven't had enough sleep to really put this into words lol n.nuu

Walked up Mt Vic and down the Southern Walkway day before yesterday... absolutely fucking spectacular, if I can find the cord that links my phone to the computer I'll put some pics up, the view was great. I was actually going up to pick up a book, but decided to make it an adventure, so I just wrote down the address and wandered my way to it eventually- got completely lost, but it was kinda like a mission xD (though I really wore the wrong shoes... they're still covered in mud) lol and I passed the most amazing houses... I've found my dream house in Welly lol xD (well, dream houses). Got to the address, but someone had taken the book from the mailbox, but that was okay, the views from Mt Vic kinda made up for it :) strolled down Oriental Bay, played on the beach for a while then wandered back home- fantastic day :)

When I got home Soph, Sophie and Zeek were in the lounge, and they asked me where I had been, so I'd told them I'd walked up the mountain and through the scenic path and stuff, and Zeek immediately was like ohhh right, you're a design student? And I was kinda like uhwtf, no... And he was kinda like but... then... why...? ahhhh what a funny boy... xDuu And they were surprised that I went alone, they gave me those 'oh-she's-single-poor-her' looks, I'm getting really sick of them Xx why on earth would I want to go on a long walk with someone else? you'd have to... yknow, talk, and make effort and shit. Eurgh. Pretty sure long walks were made for thinking by yourself lol. Well, for me anyway.

Eurgh I know I'm rambling. I'm actually beginning to feel kinda tired now, as soon as I see real sunlight I always feel that twinge of sleepiness... I'm so going to fucking fail these exams.

Been studying hardcore though, done so much reading Xx and I still haven't read even half of what I need to read for international relations... but I've finally gotten through the Jihad vs McWorld, Clash of Civilisations and Clash of Ignorance articles... now I've just got to read what Jeffrey Sachs has to say about aid, and the IMF, and all that economical stuffs that I can't really say I care about. Well I mean I do, but ... not that much... most of it really just goes over my head.

I think I might've got the 303 boys into trouble... they keep fucking partying it up even though it's study break and heaps of people have exams, but they all crowd into Euan's room even though they know that Soph, Lee and me are studying, and drink and play music and are dicks in general, so I reported them to our RA and she kicked them out last night, but I know it's just gonna happen again, so I reported them to the head honcho, cuz I'm just so sick of having to listen to their stupid conversations and not be able to sleep/study/do anything productive at night on wednesdays, fridays and saturdays. Not really sure what Wendy's done, she said that she would deal with it and stuff. She's fucking scary, man. She came into our apartment once, to ask us how we felt about Euan moving back in, she made me feel like I wanted to wet myself in fear, seriously. SCARY MOFO. I think she'll be a good head of village though. So yeah... I guess I'll find out what she's done after Jonny leaves, cuz I presume he's told Soph...

Ok yeah the bed is seriously calling me now. I think I wanted to talk about other stuffs that might actually have been relatively important... but I really can't remember now... urrmnph.

Good luck for your exams, y'all :3
g'nite

Axolotl

I inherited two fine looking axolotl last night :) The pink one's the guy and the black one's the chick, I'll put pics up on fb soon hopefully, they're soooo adorable :3 <3 <3 <3 I love it when they leap to the surface :D I don't understand how people can think they're scary!! D:

Last night was ... good, I think? Lee passed out in the lounge lol. I came home early last night cuz I was fucked off my face (damn vodka), and wandered into the lounge cuz I was thinking of making some food, got the fright of my fucking life when I suddenly saw Lee sprawled out near the tv lol. I couldn't find his key, yelled at him for a bit (and maybe took a few photos), he threw up on the carpet twice, I yelled at him some more, and then I called Alice, who came with backup, and the backup managed to find his key, get him into the bathroom, then into bed. Thank the lord for Alice and her men :)

So he's pretty unhappy to be alive today, it feels good to not be the most hungover person in the flat for once :D Though when I woke up for the first time this morning I thought I might possibly win that role, but by the second time the hangover was completely gone :) :) :) Though Lee is getting progressively worse :P heheh.

Had the always fun experience of throwing up blood, which is always slightly worrying and more than a little disgusting lol. Also lost my eftpos card in town, so I'm glad I did the shopping yesterday, otherwise I woulda been stuck with no food D: though I really do need to find that eftpos card...

We all had a collective whinge about how we send stupid texts when we're drunk, and we tried to convince Soph not to send those texts to Jonny, but she did... which she's totally regretting this morning. Poor chicky. I'm glad Alice convinced me not to do some stuff when I was drunk, and I'm glad they all wouldn't let me see M. again, I really do live with the loveliest people :) When I tell them to not let me do stuff when I'm drunk they actually reinforce it... wuv em.

gah really need to find eftpos card. fuck. and study. No more drinking from now on til the 4th of November!!!!!!

Hallowe'en Party

Seeing as I'm too hungover to move I decided to blog instead :P

We had our hall Halloween Party last night- we looked like dicks for being dressed up in the middle of October lol. But it was awesome :D I went as a gypsy (well, a vampire gypsy lol), and I wore heaps of bangles, with a long dress and scarves and ribbons and stuff like that, it wasn't exactly the best costume but it was all done at the last minute and it was fun :D even though it rained like a mofo lol.

Everyone was epically drunk, a lot of people vommed and crashed. Met people last night that I wish I had met at the beginning of the year, they were all so awesome, I have a feeling they were all quite a druggy crew, but they were mint :) and even though I could feel my braincells dying when I sniffed it, that shit was awesome! Haha, the rush is incredible. Though my body is protesting now lol.

People went home quite early cuz everyone was drunk by like 5pm, so most people left Estab at like 11pm, I think I stayed until about 1am, then we went home and played drinking games lol. I really hope that guy doesn't come to get his stuff back, I really don't want to see him :S so embarrassing.... D: D: D:

Oh and I got totally groped by this really old guy. And by old guy I don't mean like middle aged, I mean over 60. His hair was totally white, wtf was he doing out clubbing??? I dunno man it was fucking weird. Anyway, he asked me to dance so I was like aww cute old man, yeah sure, and then we got in there and he kept fucking touching my waist and shit, and I was kinda like uuuummm.... and so I ran away. :S

After the drinking games I went and helped put some people to bed lol then totally crashed. Don't think I'm going to go out tonight though Soph's pretty keen, I might just stay in and read tonight then go out tomorrow. Don't think I can afford any more alcohol anyway, and I'm pretty sure I can't go another week without buying food, I don't even have bread at the moment and only one packet of chips left... Hmm... reheated veges for tea tonight, methinks.

I'm not really sure if that blog made any sense, I can barely think, though I haven't thrown up again so I think that's a start. I'd just like to point out that I did go to class though :P pride!! Lol. Ok I'm gonna grab a quick nap then keep reading Stupid White Men :)
x

Back in your head (+ Dunz)

Repeat, repeat the words
That I know we both said
Relax into the need
We get so comfortable
Remember when I was
So strange and likeable
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared
When I jerk away from
Holding hands with you
I know these habits hurt
Important parts of you
Remember when I was
Sweet and unexplainable
Nothing like this person,
Unlovable
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared

...Yeah I've fully fallen back into my Tegan and Sara obsession xD lol must stop wasting bandwidth on them... must do homework... Lol Xx

Soph is yelling about something. Not really sure what's going on, something about her course... Oo I told her to email someone, my standard response Xx I really don't know anything about her courses, so yeah... the only answer I can really give lol.

Me and Lee are all good now, we just don't talk about that little screaming fit I had at him, that's why I love flatting with a guy, we don't have to talk it through or anything lol, we're just like eh whatevs, carry on. Which I'm grateful for, cuz I really didn't want him to bring that up lol.

Halloween Party is this Thurs, really need to get a costume. Arghhh can't believe exams are so close... D: and I still have that stupid test tomorrow, eurgh must go look up goals of IMF vs World Bank vs WTO... but just don't care D: DON'T CARE! I'm not even studying economics, why do I have to learn this shit?? And I really don't know/can't be bothered finding out shit about the UN Xx

And onto more important news:

DUNZ IS OUT OF HOSPITAL NOW. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

:D

Can't wait til she's back and up in welly with me, can't believe how sick she was D: D: D: obviously being away from all of us really fucked her over... the only possible solution is for her to stay in nz with us.... FOREVER.

Uh oh Soph's really panicking. Better go sort that shit out. Basically this blog was just to tell everyone that Dunz is feeling better lol, with rambling shit cushioning the important news :P

x

E

...Yeah the increase in blogging is due to stupid procrastination. So much work to catch up on, so little motivation. And besides, it's a Saturday night and there's like a billion guys playing loud music in Euan's room so it's not like I could actually get anything done anyway.

It feels a bit weird not planning our next flat viewing time now, but what's even weirder is how un-angry he is... Like, he actually just genuinely seems to have this 'if she's happy then i'm happy' thing going on, it's fucking weird man. He's like not even human. He hasn't said a single bad thing to me or about me, this is just far too creepy. He hasn't massively guilt tripped me, he hasn't attempted to break me down with little jibes and comments, instead he just asks if I want to borrow dvds and if I was free next weekend to still hang out. Wtf?? I don't understand. I've never dealt with this kind of situation before. Where's the guilt? Where's the blame? Where's the anger? Soph must be right, he must just think he's into me but he's actually not, because this just isn't normal. This definitely isn't how relationships work. Fucking gives me the heebie jeebies. So I'm just gonna try to ignore him cuz it's exam time and I don't like thinking a lot :P

Went to Soph's Otaki mate's place last night (so much for saying that I wasn't going to drink excessively, consume illegal substances and maybe find some morals). It was actually pretty good, pretty chill, and I was taught some um skills that I never thought I'd learn at uni Oo Lol.

I think I really shocked Soph by my lack of umm well, a moral compass I guess. Don't know how else to describe it. Apparently hooking up with 3 guys in 3 days isn't that socially acceptable. Pfft everyone has different ways of doing things. I left my room for a bathroom break yesterday and Soph was talking about how she wished she had my emotional detachment. She says that she wants to be able to do what I do and just not give a shit about things. She asked me how I did it, and it's so hard to explain... it's like why care about something not worth caring about? I don't like wasting my time for no good reason. I mean shit man, I can wait. I can wait forever for something that I have the slightest bit of hope in, I can be patient when I feel like the end will be worth it, but why waste time on something unimportant? Like all that worrying and the stress and shit? Soph's been so indecisive about Johnny, and it's kinda weird, cuz I just don't know what to tell her. Indecision isn't really my strong point... I know when I want something, and I'll do whatever I can to get it, but bro if it's a lost cause then let it go. There's no point in flogging a dead horse. But she just doesn't know what to do any of the time... it's like her when she's shopping, and she doesn't know what to buy, she doesn't know what to do, she umms and ahhs over it for ages.

...This is actually a really good procrastination technique. I can't believe how much time I just wasted talking about absolutely nothing lol.

Eurgh I have so many drunken injuries :( I have bruises on my arm from when I was manhandled cuz I jumped onto Lee's back and fell off when drunk, and so he had to grab me to keep me on the next time I jumped, and there's that massive mofo from when I fought with the desk, and there's a gash on my arm from last night when I epicly failed at life and fell down the stairs at Basement, and, being the drunk bitch I was, didn't have quick enough reflexes to really catch my fall. It's good stuff. Good stuff.

Oh god they're playing computer games. That's why I keep hearing fucking gun sounds and SUCH MY COCK MORGAN every so often. Fuckers. What are they doing here? Why can't they play computer games somewhere else on such a fine Saturday evening??????

I should really go and... ok not sleep, because that's a little impossible. But hmmm... read...? That doesn't really sound too appealing :S And I don't think I can handle any more Meredith time on Grey's... :S grr lol silly boys. I might've actually been studying tonight..... LOL.

I have to say, this is the second night this week I haven't been a-drinking :) pride! And, yknow, I haven't thrown up once this week :D hehe. Excellent stuff.

Ok I'm gonna go wallow around in bed and plan evil plans and listen to my iPod lol.

...Maybe go read EOnline. Maybe. I'm not going to deny it... It's addictive. Damn them.

relief?

Haha.

Finally did it.

Gone are the nights of stressing and fretting about what I should do. I knew it was a mistake from the beginning, I should know better than to just go with the moment and believe that stupid fucking magic 8 ball lol. It's such a liar :P esp after the answer it gave me today... Though to be fair it was a stupid question lol, common sense told me that it would be the shittest idea of the century anyway, magic 8 ball was probably mocking me lol. what a fucker :P

.... oh wow maybe it's not going as easy as I thought it would be. I doubt anyone can fall for someone in such a short amount of time... I thought I was nipping this in the bud but apparently I still took too long Oo at least it's all over now haha.

Now I'm going to go find somewhere else to live, because I don't want to live with him, I might go and join a random flat, I kind of just want a new beginning. Though I'm still not sure about what I was thinking about before... I might do that instead, methinks. I'll talk about it with my mum tonight I reckon, see what she thinks. Parents always know best :) They're going to be so disappointed about the break up, they really really liked him. But I just... no.

He was nowhere near what I wanted, he was just so passive and ... nice. Like, such a decent guy, but I just don't dig that kind of attitude where it's like whatever you do is fine because you're my gf. It's like man up, tell me what you're thinking! Tell me what you want, tell me how you feel. And for fuck's sake, feel something other than happy all the time. Apparently there were all these guys hitting on me at Big K on Wednesday (didn't know that I went to big k at all... haha Xx) and he just stood there. I want someone who wants me. Lol. Someone who won't leave it up to me to do everything like choose the movie, choose the day, choose the flat, I don't want it to be my choice all the fucking time! I want to have conflict, I want to have fights, I want some fucking passion! Lol.

Through conflict there is freedom.

Haha fuck I'm such a Realist lol. But I do think that's true, the only way we can truly achieve happiness and freedom is through the use of conflict. It is through conflict that true personalities and truths come out. What use is there for a passive peace that glosses over all that bullshit? fuck that man. I'd way rather be screaming my lungs out til 5 in the morning.

so yeah, am relieved that's all over :) think I'm just gonna get into my pjs and watch greys and eat all night. I wish I was back in Dunedin or at home or bleh. stupid magic 8 ball telling me lies. lol ok gonna go rent out grey's before someone else rents it out haha.

ahahahaha

just got told some of what i did last night... never drinking that much again. fuck man... i'm a fucking bitch. need to sort that shit out... need to sort everything out.

lost my opal :( very sad... have no fucking clue where its gone.

ohhh my head... getting better but still feel like shooting myself to relieve the pain lol. i dunno how the others are managing to eat, just the thought of food makes me nauseous.

the pain from putting the guide through my lip cleared my head a little but that's fading now. god i feel like death.

wish they hadn't told me the stuff i got up to last night, i don't wanna know i just don't wanna know. fuck man... fuck. i can't believe they had to carry me through town... don't remember going to any of those places... i got home at 5am apparently... lost my key was sitting outside for ages trying to find my phone. have no idea where i walked home from, where the fuck did i go?

owowowowowowow.
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would like to pass out now please.

Shotgun...?

Oh my God my head.

Can barely type, so fucking hungover, wish I could remember last night. Where's my key? Where the fuck did I go? How did I get there? Gah... I have a feeling it was a good night though lol. Though it was awkward explaining where I went when I had no memory of anything.

Basshunter was good (I think) tbh I spent most of my time drinking a lot so I don't reaaaaally remember. But I get good vibes from that black hole of a memory.

Our apartment is fucking trashed, I have no idea who was here last night but there's alcohol bottles everywhere, there's just all this fucking shit all over the place. Must've been those fucking boys cuz there's soo many beer cans.

Eurgh god my head... better than before, but still pretty fuckn shit.

Lol I got up this morning and the first thing he said to me was fuck you look like fucking shit. The compliments just keep on rolling in :P

I wish I could just throw up, I think that would make me feel better... should probably eat, but I'm just not ready for that kinda action.

Huh... who's in our kitchen fighting?? don't think I can physically get out of bed and check... oh I ache...

seriously, who's in our kitchen? ok will gather energy to go check. over and out.

Light up as if you don't have a choice

Lee and I are arguing at the moment if there's anything to suck on a girl's body... Lol yes this is what our flat talks about... I really shouldn't have hit my crotch and yelled 'suck it' at him :P Man our flat is intellectual... Lol :P we're always talking about sex or drugs it seems... or just screeching at each other randomly lol. Man I'm gonna miss them next year.

BASSHUNTER TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!! God I'm psyched lol! I wish more of my mates were coming, Soph was gonna come but we couldn't find cheap tickets, I'm glad J's mate decided not to go in the end lol and wasn't a money grabbing bitch lol, cuz seriously people are selling them off at ridiculous prices. I can understand making a profit, but some of the prices are just fucking ridiculous, way over double the actual cost of the ticket.

Ooh I think Lee's gonna be coming as well now :3 YUSSSSS :D :D :D SO FUCKING PSYCHED!! We gonna get on the piss then dance our asses off then go to town, get more pissed and probably wake up in places we don't know! FUCK YEAH!!!

Ah the student life...

Lol I've discovered that drinking while doing homework makes it a lot more fun :P yesterday it was bourbon and cola, and today it's pomegranate cosmopolitans xD

Our statute law cases are getting weirder and weirder... well ok, the baby one wasn't as fucked as the deer one but it was still pretty fucked. This chick wanted to tape herself giving birth and put it in a porno. How the fuck is giving birth wack-worthy? I don't get it. And the deer one was what my status was about ;p god some people out there are sick sick cunts.

My parents are becoming so liberal... My mum actually asked me if I was going to share a bedroom with my bf when I move in with him next month, and I was like WTF?!?!?!?! What happened to my conservative Asian mother??? WHERE HAS SHE GONE?? I was so shocked... I think I actually choked in disbelief and started spluttering lol it was not a nice moment. I know I should be happy they've loosened up so much, but... but there's just a limit D: TOO WEIRD.

BASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTERBASSHUNTER :D
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FUCKIN A!

Good news :) (and bad)

About a week ago I got a call from dad to tell me that Nan had cancer, but we found out yesterday that the hospital fucked it up and she doesn't :) which is such a relief!! So the fam's totally pleased atm :)

My parents were up this past weekend, it was good seeing them again, and also to realise how independent I am now, like it was nice to hang out with them, but I wasn't upset when they left, and yeah. At the beginning of the year I couldn't imagine living without them nearby, but now it doesn't really faze me.

They sent me a couple of pxts of their new house, and it looks soooo cute :3 Can't wait to go and check it out!! I miss everyone already though :( not returning to Dunedin's gonna be so weird... so everyone has to come up and visit me D:<

Yeah I'm meant to be working on my essay right now lol, but Rousseau's not really that interesting and I don't know anything about him... Xx and du contract social ou principes du droit politique is like ... massively long. With flowery language. :(

Going to see Basshunter next week :D yaaaaaaaaaaay!! <3 hehehe am so psyched... will allow myself to be more psyched after I finish this essay lol.

Got a meeting with our potential landlord tomorrow, the flat is awesome!! Expensive, but soooo nice :3 If we get it (and I think we will) I'll put up pics of it on fb <3 and you guys have to come and stay with me!!! It's only got three bedrooms but they're all double bedrooms so yarrr. Big apartment <3

Hehe :D Lol am in a ridiculously good mood, even though I've got so much work to catch up on!! D: soooo much statute law...

Ohhh but I got A- for my hist essay and my intp essay, so that is FUCKING AWESOME :D lol it may not seem like much but it's a fucking awesome mark for me lol, especially since I wrote both of them the night before.

On a more sobering note, Geoff died... D: He was travelling back to Palmy and he fell asleep at the wheel (he was sober) and crashed. So it's shaken our flat up a bit, Soph was really upset, but she went to his funeral and talked to his mates and she's better now :) It's so weird though, because only a couple of weeks ago she was talking about him, and talking about how nice his house was and stuff like that (she was sorta dating him), and then all of a sudden she got a phone call to tell her that he had died on his way back from welly. It sounds stupid and cliche, but it got us all thinking about how short life was, just cuz it was so sudden, and just so close to home. He was only about 30kms out of Palmy and from his house, and then... just dozed off. Soph was eaten with guilt cuz he had asked to see her that night, but she had been busy with work, and so she was all like what if he had stayed here, what if he had just rested a bit at our flat...

Hm but yeah, other than that, nothing out of the ordinary, methinks.

Can't wait til Chumz comes up to visit me :D :D :D

It's kinda weird how everyone I know is at polar opposite ends of the relationship scale- like Soph is such a relationship girl, she barely was out of her relationship with Isaac before she started seeing Johnny, whilst Alice and Laura are with different guys every night (five guys in a week... WTF, that goes against even my moral standards :O weird...) And it's so strange not being around like minded people Xx like Soph totally doesn't get why I enjoy being single, she doesn't get why I enjoy sleeping alone- I tried to explain it to her lol but I don't think I made any impact :P She was like how can you stand waking up and not having someone to turn to and talk to? And i was kinda like uhh... that's the best part... not having to talk to people... And she was like O____O lol it's just weird not being around people who get what I mean, I miss you guys D:

...Yeah I'm rambling because I'm procrastinating. FUCK YOU ROUSSEAU. Half of the books on him in the library are in French, and it's like ARGHHH D:<

Lol mmmm coffee... probs shouldn't have put that much sugar in, I'm so buzzy :D argh god must do work, MUST DO WORK! TT^TT

Rawr.

Ok I'm going, I'm going lol... Rousseau, HERE I COME!

Just a ramble

It's past midnight, and I've finally finished this fuckin essay, it's taken forever... I'm so glad the tutor let me have an extension, cuz I still feel like death D: but I think I'm on the mend, people have stopped asking me if I'm about to die so I take that as a good sign...? Lol

Got the flat stuffs sorted for next year, well not the place, but we've got so many options to choose from I don't really think it's going to be an option. It's a bit weird since our group split into 2 separate camps, but with three people now I think it's going to be better than the original 6... more homely somehow. Though it'll be a little strange at first with no girls lol. But I love the guys I'm flatting with (ok, atm I only love one of them cuz I haven't met the other one yet... but I'm sure I'll love him too lol), they're just such nice people. We were talking today, and I can't say what he told me but it was just... ah it gives me hope in the world, yknow? To overcome things like that, it just... and to end up such a great person, it's really refreshing and just gives me a more positive spin on life.

Sorry, I'm rambling a bit, I think all the pain meds are going to my head (which is so embarrassing, I can't believe they actually give me a buzz).

So behind on work at the moment, especially since I've missed a couple of weeks of classes, don't even wanna think about everything I have to catch up on... which reminds me, statute law at 9:30am tomorrow, I really should go to sleep :S especially if we do end up going to look at two flats tomorrow (wish we had a car to drive us there...)

Ok, this was pointless, my apologies!! Lol I'm sure I had more things to say/share... but I don't.

Oh wait, no I do- in history today we learnt that in the 19th century, you were considered to be a criminal if you had dark hair and dark eyes... they actually colour coded europe in terms of 'nigrescence' ... LOL.

Yeah k over and out <3

Argh

I forgot to buy tickets to the ball D: D: D: such a fail... I can't believe I forgot to buy them!! And today was the last day to get tickets... Oh well, not gonna think about it too much, just gonna go out and get drunk with some people not at mckenzies instead :P and then join the rest of the guys after the ball lol. but grr, was planning to get all dolled up and have a good time :(

bah uni's so-so atm. Got too much work D: soooooo much work. And I've missed over a week of statute law, so I have heaps to catch up on.

History's going well, would help if the lecturer gave us some slide shows, rather than just talking with some picture aid things. Cuz seriously, no one can keep up in that class. I just take a dictaphone and pray I have time to listen to it later.

People have been talking about flatting a lot lately, and I'm still not really sure what I'm doing. My parents were looking around at apartments, but I don't think anything's going to happen there, and I suppose flatting for another year would be quite cool. Soph's talked about us flatting together along with some other peepz, I'm not sure how serious she was, but it'd be pretty cool if we could flat together, she's definitely my fave person I've met so far up here. I was just thinking about it the other night how lucky I am to have got her as a flatty.

Yeah this is a bit of a pointless update, but I haven't updated in so long I thought I might as well should just put up a few lines lol.

Oh and I got a lip piercing for any who care to know :P it's still healing, but in 3 months time I can put a ring in it!! yay :D the ring's gonna be puurrrrple :3

Bah ok really gotta write some notes and then finish reading Marx's work. wo0two0t communism.

Sausages

You have to wonder how a guy gets a nickname like sausages. Hmm... Sausages is sitting in our living room right now, he and Lee are talking comp sci :S it's like an entirely new language. Me and Soph are doing our work whilst Shortie street is in the background ... who the fuck plans that show?? It's insane, I cannot believe people watch it Xx though Lee explained the entire current plot to me :P i was like wtf and he was like "my mum and sister watch it!! fuck off!!" i was like LOL since he had just explained what had happened on Home and Away as well xD

Man that guy's a prick. Eurghhh so hard not to be absorbed into the storyline... save me D:

Oh yeah I cut my hair again to get rid of all the remaining blonde bits, it's like the shortest I've ever had my hair. But it's completely my natural hair colour! It's so much darker than I thought it was.

// Ok, thought I had posted this yday but apparently I forgot Oo oh well. Dunz called me a couple of days ago, she's doing good, she should be heading up to Washington today, she's been staying in a NY hostel, hooking up with older men lol.

I really just want a pottle of peanut butter and a spoon D:

Gah I missed all of my classes except for my law tute today, I'm so freaking useless. I was meant to have four classes today, and I was meant to get the script from my drama group and instead I just slept. I didn't even see the Welshman off at the airport or say goodbye to him at Nomadz. Not that I'm particularly sad about that, but it would've been nice for me to have done that, but I'm just so useless at the moment.

"Is his mum like... still alive?" that shouldn't be funny, but it just came out so weird sounding xDuu

"If that stripper comes, I'll go with you." lol I looooove the random shit people talk about :D

We get our marks back for law this week. Not freaked out. Not freaked at all. OMGOMGOMGOMG.

Oh we had our second enquirer's meeting (and I wasn't the only one there this time!! :D ) and it was so good. We talked about being a progressive Christian and what it means, and we're all reading this book at the moment for the meeting- Heart of Christianity, and it's fantastic. Like... it pretty much encompasses everything I feel about Christianity. I love our church :D

I'm so jealous, everybody here has been to gigs and stuff, like they're all used to concerts and shit.

// And I still haven't posted this... it's a pretty useless entry though, but I feel like I should update :p lol wtf Lee also watches Coronation St. He was actually so excited about watching it xD loooooool

It's so weird, I actually hang out with Lee more than anybody else, just cuz we just sit on the couch and watch tv, and if I have to go anywhere he just goes with me. Euan's pretty much moved out, we saw him today though! He came in to tell us about how badly he was failing architecture. He had a project due in on Friday (last week) and he still hasn't started it Oo I don't know how he can just be like bleh towards work. I mean, I'm pretty slack on attendance, but I always catch up on notes and shit, but he like doesn't go AND doesn't catch up.

Hmm typing is getting harder. I think it's because my fingers are numb Oo cuz this place has no insulation at all... oh well could defs be worse.

"Hey baby I've been thinking about our fight... and I'm really really surprised that you haven't apologised to me yet." LOL :D this show cracks me up

I can't belive that chick didn't leave that prick on Shortie Street. She totally should have left him!! He was such a wanker, being so ... eurgh. (god I can't believe I actually semi- enjoyed that plot line)

Ok should go do something slightly more constructive... like read more fics :3

I was meant to be at the backpackers like ... an hour and a half ago Oou But I so can't be bothered going D: it's cold, and I just really wanna curl up on the couch and watch movies with a blanket and hot chocolate (even though we still don't have milk...) D: but nooooo I said I'd go out cuz I'm an IDIOT.

A girl got taken to hospital during our pols class today, she dislocated her knee or something, when me and Chrispy got there she was lying on the ground and stuff. Possibly the most exciting thing that's happened for weeks Xx

I'd love to be a housewife. Lol sorry, random, but I was just thinking about how I needed to clean the flat this weekend xDu but man I'd just love to be a stay at home mum- we were talking about this the other day, about how someone's friend (I swear to god my memory's getting worse Oo) ditched college and got preggers (or was it the other way around? ) then started her own business or something and now she's a stay at home mum cuz she's rich enough. And I was like zomg jealous D:<

I know, it's silly, I mean you think about how women were oppressed for so many years and now that we have the right to go to university and shite I'd really just rather stay home, do the odd bit of work and just take care of the house. Cook dinner and things like that. Clean the bathroom, even. (I really like cleaning the shower, as I discovered the other day xD) I'm so tempted to do what my sister did when she went to England, just get preggers and then call home and tell them months before she returned so that they couldn't take it out on her and had time to settle before she came back home. So Wellington's not as far away as England, but still...

Not that I'd do that, cuz law is AMAZING, but yknow, it was just a random thought :P why am I even typing this on here? Lol I think it's cuz I've had a bit of G&T already... sorry guys!!

And omg I'm soooooooooo jealous of Dunz getting to take care of that bebe all day.... D: warghhhh it's so stupid, but I'm so over the boozing and everything, I'm a granny, I can't help it TT^TT Yes, I prefer staying in and watching movies and knitting rather than drinking and prowling, I can't help it! Lol :P

Oh god i've got to get off this thing and get ready for town TT^TT at least Soph's coming with me to the backpackers, I didn't really wanna go alone... I mean, I like the Welshman and everything, but I'm not really that attracted to him... he's just so... perfect. Like... the ideal man kind of thing- funny, polite and sweet and he enjoys spooning for god's sake, but... well, ew. No no I'm being to judgemental, and who knows how long he'll stay in NZ for, so I gotta be nice! Even if I don't really wanna make out with him...

My god I'm rambling.

I can't believe that tiny bit of gin affected me this much...

GET THAT DRESS ON NOW SOM. RAWR.

Cape Palliser

We went on a bit of a roadtrip today to Cape Palliser on the coast of Wellington, like an hour's drive out?ish.

Omg it was so beautiful, and we saw sea lions!!! :D :D :D there were so many! and so close!! Sasuke (I don't actually know how to spell her name but that's what it sounds like) kinda got attacked by one xD she got too close and it like leapt at her, it was kinda funny :P

We watched the sunset from the picnic area and before that we went on a little walk on the streambed track through somethingorother pinnacles, it was a place where they shot part of LotR <3 It was beautiful... but like there was this patch of what I thought was rock that I was standing on and then I realised I was sinking... turns out it was really gross stuff, we don't know what it was (probably mud but it just looked so much like rock!) and we took heaps of pics with us with our feet in it lol so they'll probs go up on facebook soon :D

Oh right should probably say who went :P um it was me (duh), Tom (the Welshman), Amy, Anna and Sasuke (I really should find out her proper name...) oh wait found her on facebook now, it's Saskia (I just heard Sasuke apparently Oo). Heheh Anna works at Mermaids, which is the strip joint in town xD I'm pretty sure she used to be a go go dancer but now she's a barmaid or something xD bahahahaha

Ah it was such a gorgeous night, and you could see the stars so clearly <3 And then we almost crashed :P the smell of burning rubber was so strong, and like god we were so close to hitting that other car and Anna and Saskia just slept straight through it xD we were like wtf Oo it was all good though, we missed them by millimetres, I swear to God.

Oh I got my nose repierced, the guy did it with just his hands (have I already blogged about this? I remember writing this... hmm... well, I'll talk about it again :P ). He massaged the nostril then pierced the nose from the inside out with just a wire, it was fantastic!! :D didn't hurt like at all!! ah fantastic stuff...

Ok, should go do my law readings now :S nightynight! xoxoxo

Avoidance

This is purely for the sake of avoiding my essay. I have 50 words left, and I STILL haven't started writing about China. OMG. arghhhhhhhhhh This essay was meant to be a comparison of the two countries but it's really just me talking about Japan and its economic development, China's got like one sentence in the whole essay so far.

Shoot me.

Um other than that... Hmmmm wow avoidance is harder than I thought it would be. Nothing's really happening here, I went out on Wednesday with my wee Welshman :P (who's half Swedish and not actually mine at all lol). But I was a good girl (bahahaha) and came home nice and early and sober (!!) so that I could get to class the next morning. See, I'm improving :P I'm actually beginning to plan ahead now lol.

Ok just had a quick dinner break. Was possibly the strangest dinner I've ever been to... it was a disco dinner Oo with disco balls and them light things that make everything white and neon light up, and there were those weird glow in the dark stuffs.

Omg a first year students survey... YAY! :D more avoidance! lol I really should get started on China... got invited to go out drinking tonight by the Welshman.... rawr. Part of me is like OMG YES NO MORE ESSAY WORK! but I know that if I go out I'll just drink and that is SO not good right now. Must stay in and work, must stay in and work...

God it's so hard to work.

People are skateboarding in the atrium and Soph's chatting on the phone in the lounge and people are running up and down those goddamn stairs (someone please explain to me what's so freakin fun about that??) and it's so hard to concentrate D: and Chrispy's not here to read over my essay to tell me what's wrong with it D: I have no idea where I'm going with this essay...

Coffee time.

Bahahaha.

law professors YUM

Looooool apparently our law professor G-Mo is having an affair with one of the second year students, the really really hot chick who was like top in the year who gave us the 'student perspective' talks for law at the beginning of the year.

Sorry, just had to share that :P

I mean, when she gave the talks we were like bahaha they're so sleeping together, look at them chuckling over their little inside jokes, bahahaha, but then we just found out that she's one of his research assistants and apparently she turns up in extremely skanky outfits :P and he took her out to see a play just a couple of days after his wife gave birth, and there was something about her having a different office to the other research assistants or something... oh G-Mo, you sly dog.

Lol. Ah just... lol. She IS extremely hot though, and he's attractive so I can't say I blame either one :P hope the rumours are true... lol xD

LOLs all around

I saw Dylan Moran last night~ hehehe xD I LOVE HIM :D :D :D ah... he was so funny, I was lol-ing the whole way through even though I was so hungover I couldn't even eat. The guy sitting next to me was kinda retarded, he was laughing so insanely throughout the whole thing, actually rocking in his chair and shit, it was so fucking annoying >> and even his gf told him to shut up cuz he was laughing that loudly and creepily. And before the show and during the intermission and stuff he kept making supposedly witty remarks which were just plain stupid D:<>

On Sat night we were originally just gonna party it up at mck, but I got kinda bored so I went and joined Ashwyn at the backpackers where it was some guy's birthday, and since I was already kinda drunk I didn't feel awkies randomly joining in on somebody's bday at all lol :P everyone there was amazingly nice :D matthias was there too (I'm pretty sure that's not actually his name, but that's what I'm going to call him goddamnit Xx), so it was good seeing him again.

Then we went out to town, and there are some vague recollections from clubbing, like someone buying me a jager bomb and me thinking that was a fantastic idea, and then somehow it ended up with me and Tom (really really tall Welsh backpacker) making out on my couch, and now I've got his jacket and his number and I'm not really sure what to do with either Oo actually no, that's a lie, I'm totally keeping this jacket if I can, it's so nice and warm xD lol

And then Sunday... well... it was horrible. I've never been that hungover... EVER... even the night after St George was lovely compared to that, I didn't stop throwing up until around 5pm, and even then I still couldn't manage to eat anything...

Eurgh. Hangovers. Eurgh.

I still don't know when I'm coming back to Dunedin because we don't know when our Jap exam is Oo so as soon as I find that out I'm gonna book my flights... though I don't think I'll be spending that long in Dunedin cuz mum and dad want to come up to Wellington to hang with me and to check out a couple of apartments and shtuff. I hope I get to spend at least more than just a week back home though, cuz it sucks being away for so long :(

Oh oh oh oh we have a tv now :D (again, except this time it's not gonna be taken away xD) and it has actual tv this time!!! so we can watch the news etc :D i'm so happy :D

Lol it has sucked so bad not having any tv for so long... I barely coped, I tell you. Resorted to getting out box sets of tv dramas and watching them in one go on my laptop ;P

Ok should probs go do those pols notes. Buhbye~

Umhumhum I passed my law test!! and my pols essay :D not fantastic marks, but I passed, so I'm sooooo stoked :D heaps of people failed the law test, you should've seen how many Es there were Xx overall I think maybe 38% of our year failed? Someone said 42% but I'm pretty sure the lecturer said it was somewhere in the 30s... well at any rate, it was a high failure percentage Xx sooo glad I passed xD

Handed in my law essay yesterday, arghhh D: pretty sure I failed it... it had a 1000 word restriction cuz they're all evil bastards... I  never realised how hard it was to write a short essay Xx my word count was 999 by the end, and I didn't even touch on what I wanted to say :( it's so hard keeping it short when one of the criteria is that you have to define all of your terms! ebil I tell you, EBIL D:<

Dylan Moran is this Sunday, bahahahahaha :D I'm so excited!! Lol

Ok, have really gotta stop procrascinating and actually finish my Jap essay which is due in on Thursday... 

Bleh I missed all of my lectures today cuz I slept through my alarm >> four classes, missed!! And two of them have compulsory attendance for 80% of lectures D: faaaaarrrkk

Wank. Ok ok I'm going >> what a pointless update... but good procrascination xD bahahahaha

Te Papa and AI

Just got home, went out to dinner with Father Godfrey and Ann- we were meant to have an Enquirer's meeting, but everyone else was busy so it was just me and them, so they took me out to dinner to this Indian restaurant, which was sooo sweet of them :3

Then we went back to their place and watched American Idol xDu (I think Father Godfrey wanted to watch a scary movie, but I told them I wasn't really that keen and then they were like omg American Idol!! omg let's watch it Oo ), I really like that 16 year old chick with the awesome hair x3 but I think that performer guy who does like acting and shit will probs win (is his name Adam...?)

Earlier on we went to the Monet exhibition which was awesome, I loved the painting of the ships and the painting of the church. Randomly, the Japanese print I have in my room was one of the Japanese prints that Monet collected and was inspired by, and it was in the exhibition. I saw it and was totally like wtf what are you doing here??

The colossal squid was damned freaky. Not so much the actual thing, like seeing it in real life, but the video of them catching it alive, with it wrapping its tentacles around the fishing gear and stuff, omg I nearly wet myself. SO FUCKING HUGE. Imagine just swimming and 

uh movie's starting now, will finish update later

Ok it's later. Um... what was I saying... umm oh yeah you can finish the last sentence, I can't be fucked doing that myself.

Being back in Dunaz was awesome, can't wait to go back D: really didn't wanna head back up to Wellington, I miss my parents sooooo much D: and uh everyone else as well :P

Should really be working on my law assignment... but I can't be fucked, it's such a difficult topic, I don't even understand the freakin question, wtfh Xx

Hm really should be going to bed, it's weird it being just me and Euan in the flat, there's still not that many people in our hall but it's beginning to fill up just that little bit more so that there's more than 10 people at lunch lol.

Okies over and out folks~

dramadramadrama

Ok so right after I put the last post up Euan, Chrispy, Laura and Fee came home, drunk as anything xD with a trolley... Oo

I'm not exactly sure how it started but there was an icecube war, and then Lee was attacking Chrispy with icecubes or something and then she started shouting and crying and telling him to fuck off. Then she ran out of our apartment still crying and we were all like ohshitwtf so we ran after her and took her back to her own flat and we had a chat to her and stuff, and she was saying how she felt like Lee had violated her (wasn't sure how, cuz I hadn't been paying attention at all), and how she hates him etc etc.

Anywayz, we finally got her into bed and left, and Euan came to have a chat with me in my room, and we were just talking about our night and how fucking awkward that whole scenario had been, when Laura came in and started yelling at Lee about how if he touches Chrispy she's gonna fucking kill him or something, and they start fighting. Fiona was with her, and she quickly came into my room as well and we locked the door cuz we were all a bit freaked out, and then finally Laura stopped fighting with Lee and came in as well and we sat there chatting for a while, and then Fee went to give Chrispy her phone back.

Anywayz, we were just waiting for her to get back and then Laura got a call from Fee saying that Chrispy's boys had said that she had suddenly just left her room and taken off, and so we were all like oh fuck shit, cuz she was really drunk and we had no idea where she had gone. So we ran around all of McKenzies searching for her, like, we searched every single floor trying to find her, then we ran out onto the street and me and Laura were just about to go up the Terrace towards uni to see if she'd gone up there, but then Euan found her sitting on the grass outside Top.

Turns out she'd just wanted a smoke outside lol but god we had been so freaked out, cuz it was 3am and she was fucked off her head and ahhh god just so glad we found her.  Getting so worried...

So now everything's a bit awkward in our flat, cuz Lee wants to know what the fuck's going on (cuz to be fair he wasn't doing anything untoward chrispy at all, it's just that he's been a real creep towards her before, so she's just freaked out by him), and me and Euan don't really know what to tell him, cuz we wanna remain neutral since Chrispy's a good friend and Lee's 0ur flatmate.

So yeah awkward awkward awkward :P even more awkward when it was me, euan, lee, fee and laura eating lunch, and no one knew what to say so we talked about the hash browns a lot lol.

And yep that's all the drama I have to share :P

Coconut vodka

Well that's what I've been drinking all night- coconut vodka. ( I didn't buy it myself, Lee gave it to me :P and who am I to pass up free alcohol? lol)

Had Anna's birthday party and Kierra's (not sure if that's actually her name) flatwarming tonight. Anna's birthday party was... well, pretty shit tbh. It was Beatles-themed and I dunno, no one really knew each other and it was kinda awkward and there weren't that many people cuz it was in her room which isn't that big... and yeah...

Not that I was expecting it to be great, but it just wasn't even that good. Euan and Lee came but they ditched after about half an hour, cuz they just found Anna rude (they hadn't dressed up and she got shitty at them) and they were just far too bored :P

So yeah... everyone went to town but I went with Agent K back up to Vic house (pointless mission as big willie didn't wanna come to town) so we went to Kierra (his sister)'s flat for the flatwarming, and that was... also awkward.

Didn't know anyone there AT ALL, which was worse than Anna's cuz I'd met some of the people before from when we played circle of death so I had some vague hazy memories of them, and most of them were third years I think... and most of them were high cuz they were all smoking pot in Kierra's bedroom.

However, I did meet a guy there, who was half Thai like me!! And he was half European as well xD and he was lovely :3 and now I know that it's not just my family that's insane, it's all Thai families! He was like omg are all your relatives crazy? And i was like omg yes! And it was intense. Lol :P So he got my number and he was like I'm gonna text you! You're gonna be freaked out but I don't care cuz omg I've never met someone like me before! He was so nice :D lol

Then me and K went back to McKenzies to see Chrispy Euan and Tom, and they were all incredibly fucked xD looool... I walked in and Euan was like Som! Som! Give me a hug! I love you... like I actually love you... and that was when I realised that they were so amazingly drunk :P Tom kinda just sat there and stared at the lava lamp for a while, and Chrispy was just walking around ranting about nothing that anybody was talking about lol xD and when K was in the bathroom she was like you can stay here Som but you can't have sex on my bed! NO SEX ON MY BED! I tried to explain that I wasn't interested in having sex on her bed at all, but she wouldn't believe me lol xD so I pinky promised I wouldn't and she nearly broke my finger D:

And yep, that was my night lol. And I talked to some other law students and they found the questions that I hated difficult too so I was like YES! Not just me...

Rawr need sleep quite badly. Arghh forgot to wipe off makeup... arghhhhhhh...

Didn't really take many photos tonight, I dunno how to put pics up on my blog so if someone could tell me that'd be awesome so that I could put up the few pics i have on here rather than on FB cuz there's no point creating a new album for like 3 pics :P

Law test and Armageddon

Had the law test this morning... been studying for it pretty much solidly for the past week and I still dont know if I've done well :S me and Chrispy pretty much camped out in the lounge of my flat- I wish I'd taken a pic of it! We were surrounded by cups of coffee, empty pizza boxes and stacks of study notes, textbooks and newspapers. Oh and our laptops ofc :P

Skipped my lecture and tute on Friday so we could just stay and study all day, we didn't even go to breakfast/make lunch or go to dinner, we just studied and survived on noodles from the Asian supermarkets next door lol.

The test was... weird. Like, I didn't understand some of the questions they asked, I wasn't sure what they were really asking for. One of the questions was like legislation was really important during the 20th century, talk about two important statutes etc. and so I just picked two random statutes from the 20th century... was that what they wanted?? It just seemed too random to be able to pick any 2 laws and talk about them :S I dunno...

It makes up 25% of our final grade, and 45% of the year failed it last year. People have said that if you fail this test, or do badly on it you might as well drop out of law D: rawr...

Anyway it's better not thinking about it anymore.

Went to Armageddon with Tunan, it was pretty awesome, though the mass amount of people was a bit intimidating for me :P considering that for the past couple of days the only person I'd really seen is Chrispy lol.

I really wanted to get the Gravitation manga but they only had it from v4 up D: They had Fruits Basket! But in the end I didn't buy anything Xx

Then I went down Lambton Quay and bought some stuff for Anna's party tonight and got her bday present... It's a Beatles themed party, but I didn't have the time or money to go hardout for it, so I'm kinda just wearing a dress that in my head could be 60s ish. (it's not at all.)

Rawr... so tired... gonna have a quick nap methinks.

Drunken hussies

It was my friend Laura's 18th birthday today!! It was an interesting night, to describe it mildly. We were gonna have some drinks at her place and then go to town, but I don't think anyone actually ended up going to town in the end, everyone was pretty fucked by the end of the night.

Chrispy's friend Helen came to the party, and she kinda fucked everything up, cuz she got wasted and hit on all of the guys, and all of the guys were just like REOWR HELEN REOWR, so now Chrispy's two male flatmates are like fighting over her, and both of my flatmates were like bowchickawowow HELEN! Lee was telling me how absolutely hot she was and Euan kept texting me while I was at maccas asking if she was with us :P So yeah, Chrispy's really shitty with her cuz she's just fucked things up for her flat, cuz the guys were complete besties and now they're fighting.

Laura... Laura was fucked. She's downstairs now lying in bed while her boyfriend watches youtube vids and Saraid and some guy argue over the use of violence in today's society and Chrispy's just sitting there kinda blankly. I was there but I decided it would be more fun to blog :P and tell everyone of tonight's activities lol.

Um... my night... was...well, strange.

Started off good. Ended... kinda weird.

Oh ok Chrispy and Euan just came into my room for a 'girl chat' and now we're gonna go watch the mighty boosh so I'll give a more detailed update later, but basically had my first kiss with boy I like :) but he was really drunk so I told him to fuck off :P

Ooh we're rating our nights now and explaining why we're giving it that rating, so update later!!

night y'all xox

okies okies detailed update:

Um... actually I have no idea what to write for a detailed update lol. There wasn't really that much more I can say... Chrispy's totally ignoring Helen now cuz she's just so pissed off at her, we don't know where Helen ended up last night after she started skank dancing with like the 6th guy at the Big K, cuz that was where Chrispy left her, and she wouldn't let Helen stay with her.

Everyone's really shitty with Lee cuz he's kinda a creep... Like, he keeps hitting on all the chicks and he always sounds like such a dick. I know he means well, like he's not actually a bastard, but he just really wants a lady friend I think, and he's just going bout it the wrong way. He's pissed off all my friends, and now they're really wary about coming into the flat cuz they don't wanna see him.

We just went in to see Laura, and she was awake, amazingly enough, and aware of her surroundings, which was even more amazing. We didn't really expect her to be that alive today, but she was able to have full conversations! She just had to go throw up at the end, that's all lol n.nuu but otherwise she wasn't hungover.

I think we're going for a walk to the waterfront later, and I think we're just gonna go chill there, I don't really know. 

Anna I got your letter!! omg it's sooo cute, I got a lot of fuzzies :3 I was so happy, felt so loved :D I haven't finished reading it yet, but I am definitely gonna write you a letter back :) as soon as I can afford paper, envelopes and stamps lol cuz I blew my money for this week on clothes Xx but I needed a new dress!  And I really wanted a skirt :( (and the rest of the money went on booze lol)

I don't really know what's happening with boy. Cuz he's at some sustainability lecture, but that should have finished by now but he hasn't texted me or anything since lastnight/early morning... and I don't really know what's going on, but it's such a nice day, I really don't care lol.

Laura's room was a complete mess this morning, there was still so much bubble wrap everywhere (they had 30$ worth of bubble wrap xD), I vaguely remember being wrapped up last night lol.

Photos coming soon to facebook, as soon as I discover whose camera is whose, cuz there were a lot of cameras lying around that we took random pics on lol.

Ok gonna go do something with my day now, over and out folks!

ustay is dynamite

As most of you probably already know, we had a few problems with our flat a couple of weeks ago- there was a leak in our roof that pooled up in our lounge light, and finally one day it just pretty much exploded, and the light fell off and we had a huge torrent of water (shower water from upstairs... yumyum) that soaked through our carpet and created this godawful smell throughout the whole place.

Anyway, we told the ustay reception, and they sent up a the cleaners with a vacuum (?!?) so we were kinda shitty. And this guy from Salient (the student magazine here) came and did an interview with us so we told him about the leak and stuff, and the next week we had an article all about our flat in the mag, and he kinda exaggerated some stuff but yeah... it dissed Ustay pretty much.

So, surprise surprise, the next day we found four letters in our apartment asking us to come meet the directors for ustay.

Just came back from that meeting and it was such an anti-climax Xx everyone was so amped about going in there, just so full of nervous energy and sophie was totally freaking out, and then it wasn't a big deal or anything, we just talked it all through and yeah... We all thought we were going to get kicked out or something, but the really nervous lady just talked and sophie talked and the rest of us tried not to laugh at the nervous lady.

Pfft.

Such a waste of time...

In other news ... I have none.

Back to my pols essay.

Oh and I might be getting another tattoo on the back of my neck, but I'm not sure. Either that or I'll pierce my nose again.

I visited Ashwyn's apartment on Friday [dunz's cousin if you don't remember] and it's soooo nice xD god I want an apartment like that! It's just so pretty and it's two storeyed!! xD It's only got two bedrooms, but that's ok lol it was just that lovely :3

We had some wine at his place then his friend came over (still don't remember his name... but I'm pretty sure it started with M. He was studying nursing at Massey xD ) and then we went to town... I was just gonna head home when they went clubbing cuz I was tired, but then in the end gave in and went to The Establishment and Maya with them and it was actually pretty damn awesome xD Waaaaay more fun than I expected!! We met up with his other friends, an asian couple and this other guy whose name I also don't remember :P

Saturday was spent... well, sleeping. I started on my politics essay, but it's just so hard D: and the books I have to go through on Japanese politics and history are so thick TT^TT and I only have them out for three days!! warghhhhhhh D: So that's what I'm gonna have to do today... get through all those damn books and finish that goddamn essay cuz I only have a week and I'm kinda freaking out.

Last night we went to Vic House after a couple of drinks at home (and by a couple, I meant that I had just one and watched everyone else drink cuz I'm too poor to afford booze :P but it was a white Russian so it was all good....). Vic house was a lot different than I expected, everyone there dissed McKenzies D:< but their rooms are smaller and it's colder up there :S and their RAs are pretty strict... at 10pm they actually came around to each door and told us to shut up and their security guard wanders the halls... Our security guard just sits downstairs and reads the paper.

We just bummed up there for a while, and we were forced to sit through a showing of the game Portal, which... sucks. The graphics were great, yeah, and the concept was mind boggling, but... I'm just not into games lol. There are twins at Vic house xD a girl and a guy, and they're such drunk hussies xD they were sooo funny lol and completely fucked. They were chugging down red wine on the roof of the hostel x3

Since the party kinda ended at 10pm (so...early...) we just bummed in the green one's room, but then Chrispy and I got kinda hungry so we ditched and went to Maccas instead bahahahaha xD

Lol oh and at Vic house there's this guy who goes around fondling everyone. His name's big willie :P cuz he's called William and very tall apparently... but yeah I got taken by surprise from behind at one point and he just stood there like hugging me from behind with his hands pretty damn low on my hips for ages. I was a little bit like wtf but everyone was like you got off lightly, he's normally a lot worse :P apparently he had promised the green one not to touch me or Chrispy but he gave in to temptation... I didn't actually see him stand unattached to anyone all evening lol.

Today is Sunday!! One more day of freedom xD lol... and I missed Church Xx well, ok, I didn't miss it, I had my alarm set and I woke up and everything but then I just kinda... went back to sleep Xx I knoooow I shoulda gone to the 8am service but I was just too lazy D: and now I feel kinda bad :S

Rawr it's like 11:30... which means LUNCH TIME!! :D

Sophie's gone away for the weekend again Xx well, she actually went away on Thursday night, and she was at her boyfriend's on Wednesday night anyway. I never see her :S it's like it's just me and the guys living here, cuz I honestly only see her once every three days or so, and even then it's only brief and usually she's bitching about her english assignments. She says that she's going to be here more often once she's handed everything in, but I reckon it's gonna be kinda weird with her around again, I've sorta forgotten what she's like now :S

Ok, I don't think I have anything else to say in this update... I really should talk more about my classes, i know, but there's really not that much to talk about n.nuu

Oh I got my hair cut, and I actually really like it! Lol it's so weird having it this short at the back, but everyone who has bothered to comment has liked it xD so it musn't be completely horrible lol. It's incredibly easy to maintain at least xDu and it was only 20$!! And the guy who cut my hair is Korean and he was talking about the Japanese occupation of Korea and stuff and it's exactly what we're studying in pols at the moment so I was like yes! Learning while getting hair cut, score xD

Ok, really should go... do something now. I miss my pj pants D: I spilt a can of tuna down them and so they're in the wash basket but I haven't had time to do my laundry yet... so I'm wearing my trackies to bed Oo not the same... just not the same...

Ok ok going going. Sorry for the pointless update xDu

WaggaWagga

Was tempted to call this update 2 but I'm not that immature... or am I? Hmmm...

I'm trying to update this blog every week Xx but it's so hard to actually find anything to talk about... I'm really not doing that much lol.

It was St Patrick's Day yday, and typically I forgot until I got up to uni and saw all these people wearing green and trying to imitate the Irish accent... was so pissed that I forgot to wear green D: not that I have a lot of green clothes but oh well... We didn't really celebrate it, I was gonna go out with a couple of mates and, well, drink lol cuz it's the Irish thing to do :P but hmm... wasn't really in the mood. I went to Chrispy's apartment and had a beer and a bit of wine with her, met her friends and stuff. There were quite a few people there, and they had a strobe light xD it was awesome!! But just wasn't really in the mood so I left at about 9/10pm ish, and went to Maccas with Lee instead :P

Um what else have I been getting up to? Uummm... oh on Friday we went to St George and played Circle of Death there, their version of the game was so much more hardcore and intense than the one we played at Sorcha's- everyone got drunk a lot more quickly :P cuz you couldn't say anyone's name, you couldn't say drink (you had to say consume) and you couldn't point, so it would always end up with someone saying someone's name/pointing/saying the 'd' word and you'd be like AHAHAHA [insert name here] YOU SAID DRINK! whilst pointing at them, and then you'd have to drink three times. It was a cruel and vicious cycle.

They also have this thing called boxhead, where if you got a five then you'd have to wear a box over your head until someone else got a five and drink every time someone else did xD Saraid had it for a couple of turns and got completely wasted lol.

I can't say I really remember much of that night, but I managed to lose my bag which had my wallet, my phone and most importantly, my key in it, so I had to climb through a window to get into my room (harder than it sounds... trust me...). The pics are on facebook :P

And then I met Tunan the next day and she made me breakfast <3 yeeeeyy lol :3

Um... Other than that I've really just been doing work and sleeping n.nuu

Ah... Sophie took our tv away :( she gave it to her brother... so now the boys have no guitar hero to play so they're quite sad... I think I'm gonna bring my tv up cuz it's just weird having no tv in the lounge Xx

Hmm. Is that it? I think it is... Aw that's so sad, surely there must be at least one other thing to talk about... but I don't think there is :S I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow, and I think that's the highlight of my week :P lol

No news on the boy front. Fucking boys. KILL THEM ALL! (except for my flatmates lol, they're lovely. They dared me to drink a litre of milk, and I tried... but I failed with about 50mL to go, but when I got home the next day I found a dollar coin and a lollipop slipped under the door from Euan for drinking most of the milk x3)

SKYPE ME PEEPZ. Esp now that I've figured out how to have multi person calls xD

Update

Everything's going pretty well, I have my first test tomorrow D: It's for Japanese, and it makes up 1% of my final mark Oo So uh yeah... have to study for that 1% Xx

My flatmate might be moving out... She's finding it quite hard to study here, cuz the guys play music and guitar hero a lot or something... The thing is that she studies quite late at night when everyone else is done with their study and wants to watch tv etc., but it's then that she starts her reading. (I'm not really sure why she doesn't do her readings on the 2 days she has off but whatever...) So I'm gonna be really gutted if she leaves, cuz if she does then it'll just be me and the guys, which is cool but I really do want a chick around :S guys just aren't as clean... (Ok, Euan's probably cleaner than I am, whatever. He doesn't have a woman's touch around the place.)

Other than that, life's going pretty good. We went out for margaritas last night to celebrate... huh... what were we celebrating... oh um Saraid moving out- she moved from third to fourth floor to get away from all the noise and cuz the fourth floor is the non drinking floor, and to get away from Zane :P Cuz he keeps playing his music really loudly and keeps waking her up at all times of the night randomly.

The margaritas were amazing... Saraid got quite drunk off just one :P she was sitting there trying to set the candle on fire with her magic xD We then wandered down Cuba and got kebabs, but then it started to rain so we all went back home.

There's a party tomorrow night- the nameless green one's sister's birthday party at Bodega Underground. He invited me, and I invited... pretty much everyone I knew xD Chrispy scolded me, but I'm pretty sure it's all sweet lol.

SKYPE ME PEOPLE! add meeeeee.... I'm som.fields on skype, and I really wanna talk to peepz xD

Oh and I'm flying back to Dunedin on the 12th, and then back to Welly on the 20th, sorry I'm not staying for long but I think Anna's flying up on the 21st...? So I should probably be back for that.

Wargh I miss everyone so much... I mean, I'm loving everything here, even the flat and my dying flowers D:< (WHY DO THEY KEEP DYING? I'm watering them damnit D:)

I really should try to do some reading then go to bed... my first lecture is at noon tomorrow thank god xD but then I only have an hour before Jap tute and I got heaps of work to do for that D: Why can't it be like my law tute which only lasted for 15 mins??? (and omg our tutor for law is so fucking hot)

Okies, I think that's all I got to add... Email me guys :(

Lectures and sickness

First day of lectures today. And typically, I've got a cold. Or something. I don't know, but I feel like crap, and I have a feeling I'm going to throw up again. Dinner definitely did not help... or maybe it's because I've overdosed on easy mac? I don't know...

Otherwise today was good. Lectures were alright, comparative politics looks soooo interesting :3 though hard... Our assignments look evil, and I'm kinda stressing about them already :S Law was alright, I think I'm gonna like it tbh. It looks like something I'm gonna enjoy. The class is fucking massive though.

We're gonna go out soon, in like half an hour, go get a couple of drinks at the bar. I don't think I'll drink, and I'll probably head back to the apartment early, cuz I just feel like shit. But socialising is good. And I think the walk and fresh air will help, I've been cooped up for too long D:

More early morning lectures tomorrow. Rawr.

We got a couch for the flat!! For 10.50$!! And there are two couches!! Ok, so we have to carry them for Ira Valley (I think..) but still!! Worth it.

Boys are stupid. I don't like them anymore. Grr.

Really need a power nap before we head out. Am gonna go do that now... oh and ohmigawsh, guitar hero is so fucking addictive, I seriously spent all day playing it D: I'm gonna fail uni!! And all because I was making my way up to expert level D:<

Anyway, I'm off.

Peace out.

Jungle party!!

We just had the jungle party tonight, it was pretty awesome. I went as a jungle fairy (cuz they exist, duh), Anna went as Dora the explorer xD Saraid got a butterfly net and stuff and went as... actually I'm not sure what she was :P And Sophie just stuffed leaves down her dress lol, which was a pretty common costume idea there. It was an inter-hall event, so I saw Polly there! Which was cool, it's like the first time I've really seen her all week lol.

Some of the chicks we went with got totally wasted, which was not so cool, and I'm not really sure what happened to them... We searched for them everywhere, but we could only find Anna, but we made sure that she got taken care of cuz she just didn't wanna leave the party and we couldn't force her.

After the party we walked back home, and me Sophie (other sophie, not flatmate sophie) and euan just sat around and bummed for a while... before realising we were all completely fucking starving, so we went on a pizza hunt... and we secured our prey!! >:D lol so we ate it in the middle of cuba street mall thing, which was pretty amazing, cuz even at 1 in the morning there's musicians and stuff, it's just such a nice atmosphere and it's pretty safe, there are walk wise people all around, who, if you ask them nicely, will walk you home.

The gay festival's on tomorrow, I might go. I also really wanna check out the Monet exhibition but I'm too broke :( fucking pizza... it was damned good though.

Am having a bit of a boy problem at the moment, but that'll sort itself out and it isn't a big deal :P lol

Otherwise everything's awesome, and it's quite late/early in the morn, so I'm gonna get me some sleep!! Nighty night. xoxoxo.

the big kumara

Lol that is the name of the club down the street from us, Te Puni peepz had their hall party there last night... me, Saraid and Zane went there and it was absolutely fucking empty tonight!! But as soon as we started dancing (with these guys from Stafford house) everyone else got on the dance floor so it was fucking awesome.

I'm feeling a lot happier here now, beginning to fit in a bit more. Probably should've gone partying with my flatties tonight, but they took so fucking long to go out (i'm pretty sure both of the guys have a crush on the other chick in the flat) that I just got tired and went back home. (Also had to do with the guy from Staff totally feeling up my ass and trying to get with me which I wasn't too keen on)

Got the BA orientation tomorrow which should be pretty cool. The law one was today, the dean of law is Scottish which makes him awesome :) lol. The lecture was pretty good and stuff, they actually gave us good information :P I also went to campus oaches but that was pretty fucking useless, just cuz of the other campus coach who joined us and was all like OMG OMG GUYS OMG.

Oh okay Euan just came back, he was too tired for town too :P

I'm gonna hit the sack, too tired now :P night y'all. I'll put some pics up on facebook.