Sunday, July 18, 2010

shazaaam

Man haven't used this in ages... and I don't really have any reason to now, but I'm too lazy to do my work and this seems like a good way to procrastinate :P

Hmm another year older tomorrow... feels weird. Can't believe I'm not gonna be a teenager any longer :O nooo... might have to start actually behaving like an adult now.

Uni is going super well this year, am enjoying it so much more. This year has just been so fantastic, I've been really blessed with my flat, friends, and study, etc. And it's been really good seeing my mates down in Dunaz in the mid semester breaks, I miss everyone D: D: but Welly's been awesome. Still can't believe Danny, Chonie and Steph got me an electric blanket for my bday :O so touched... if my tear ducts hadn't frozen over when winter started I might have shed a couple of tears :P

Last night was wicked fun, I ended up drinking a little more than I thought I would, but I didn't get drunk which was good. And in retrospect it was a really good idea that I decided not to go to town. It's a little scary thinking that I've only actually been to town twice this year... Becoming such a nana lol. But I'm fully enjoying evenings in, I really can't remember why I found drinking and partying so much fun before haha.

Been a lot healthier this year as well, have totally quit smoking, and I drink like... never. Except for special parties or a casual beer if we're eating out or something. And I'm actually feeling a lot better for it... I think my liver's actually beginning to like me again lol.

Am actually super excited for my birthday :D :D :D not really sure what's happening (other than 6 hours of uni D:<) but I'm guessing me and the bf are going out to dinner, but he hasn't said anything more about it. Hmmmm hope it's somewhere nice... and cheapish haha.

Ahaha I got my acceptance letter for the University of Western Ontario a couple of days ago... hummm... really gotta get my act together lol.

Okay I think I've actually fully run out of things to say... and I really shouldn't avoid work any longer D: so many readings... angst. The readings are interesting and all, but ... bleh... would rather be wasting broadband streaming criminal minds haha.

Anywho, peace out yo

Saturday, January 2, 2010

2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

So it's a bit late, but I've only just gotten near a computer :P lol

New Years was pretty mean, we had an alcohol themed bbq at Moe's- red wine soaked kebabs, strawberries soaked in cointreau, etc. - and then we caught a bus to the city and welcomed in the new year there. The fireworks from the skytower were pretty mint, but nothing beats the fireworks at welly harbour lol. Then we wandered around the bars and stuff, finding the ones that didn't have a cover charge xD cuz we're cheap like that lol. Finished the night off at Maccas then taxi-ed home :)

Got back to Tauranga last night, the coach was two hours late so I didn't arrive until 11pm D:< not that it was really their fault, the coach broke down, but still --u

It's Shirin's moonlit birthday picnic tonight, so looking forward to it :D loooove moonlit stuffs lol

Ok, think we're going cycling now, so cyaaaaaaaaaaz

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Merry Christmas!! (+ horoscopes)

Hope everyone had a merry Christmas~ and got heaps of presents and had fun :)

Christmas here was great, we all went to the beach and sunbathed and kinda played in the water (there were jellyfish and we were scared D: ). We had a picnic and stuffs, and it was just such a gorgeous day :) And it was amazing having Caz with us, I can't imagine spending Christmas without her lol

My parents are amazing <3 they got me the cutest wall decoration which was a poem thingy which was all about how proud they were of me (man they're gonna be disappointed when I don't get into law :S but oh well...)

We drove up to Hahei on boxing day and sunbathed at Cathedral Cove/ Narnia (it's where they filmed part of Prince Caspian, it's the beach that they arrive in at the beginning), and that was FANTASTIC, can't describe it any other way lol. We played in the water/sunbathed all day, and there were no jellyfish :3 we stayed there for like 5 hours and now we're all pretty sunburnt Xx lol but it was sooo worth it.

We went for a bit of a cycle across the bridge today, and then me and Caz are going to see Avatar again :D cuz we loved it so much! Have such a crush on the main chick, daayum. DAYUUMM. When she hisses my heart beats faster :P certainly helps that she's blue xD (is that weird??) loool. We're seeing it non 3D this time so Caz is disappointed :P apparently seeing it in 3D is amazing, wish I could see in 3D D: I wonder what it would be like to think that things are jumping out of the screen at you... ah well, I'm just glad I don't have to wear those glasses this time XD

I meant to update this a lot earlier, but have been too busy... well, living really :P Can't actually think of anything I've accomplished (except for a wicked tan), just been out and about doing stuffs. It's really nice up here, I don't really want to leave and go back to Wellington, it's been so nice relaxing in the sun and just hanging with my mum, I can't imagine not having her around when I go back to uni... :(

It's been hard without Sammy, I really miss him :( but after a couple of days of non stop crying it's been a bit easier to deal with his loss. We're thinking of getting a new cat, but the one that mum wants is $700 Oo so... no... why can't we just get a normal cat??? D: I want the manx from the SPCA damnit.

Ooh we got a flat for next year, it's amazing :D and so close to uni! Lol am really stoked. Ahahaha the kids next dor are playing cops and robbers xD lol soz random, just heard a little kid putting on an American accent reporting a burglary on 8th street xD

We're heading to Rotorua tomorrow, and then up to Auckland the day after cuz Caz is going home D: D: D: I'll be up in Auckland til next month staying with Melissa, hopefully New Years will be amazing :3

ohhh here are the horoscopes for the new year, I left some out cuz I don't think any of our friends are Leos or Virgos or Ariens n.nuu

Sagittarius
you will have until the 26th to do whatever needs to be done regarding important relationships. Many Sagittarians will go into 2010 with a ring on their finger. Others, I'm afraid, will be looking at ending long term commitments. Balance is the name of the game this season. If you allow your emotions to run away with you, disaster could follow. This is a time to relase and let go.
This week's mantra: I let go with a happy heart.

Capricorn
This is your time to celebrate- another birthday year gone and a new one begins. Time to kick back and relax. There will be no big decisions to be made until well into the new year, when things will fall into place. From the 26th, love is in the air. As far as important relationships are concerned, get ready for the unexpected.
This week's mantra: I deserve to rest and relax.

Aquarius
Watch for any unresolved family issues to surface during the festive week. Christmas Day won't hold many surprises, but make sure you don't party too much. You'll make a very important New Year's resolution, as many of you have put up with what you don't really want for too long. Will 2010 be the year that you bite the bullet and do what you want?
This week's mantra: I come first.

Pisces
Don't get too emotional if your family starts to fall apart over the Christmas break. Everyone deserves true love and happiness- maybe it's time for you to understand what is truly important. Life isn't about materialistic things, it's about love and people. If they come first, then the rest can follow.
This week's mantra: I appreciate my family more than ever.

Taurus
As the new year draws to a close, it's time for you to take stock. What did you learn in the past 12 months? Many of you found it difficult to make commitments- 2010 won't allow you to get away with your past behaviour. It's time to clean up your act. Looking at a total makeover wouldn't be a waste of time. There is so much you can achieve next year.
This week's mantra: I stay focused.

Gemini
Everything is pointing to commitment over the Christmas break. This relates to everything- not just emotional relationships. Many of you will be focused on your career, and 2010 could be the make it or break it year in all areas sof your life. A lot of you will be pushing the envelope on the 30th. Enjoy yourself on the 31st before reality bites!
This week's mantra: I face reality.

Cancer
So many Cancerians have a huge problem in letting go when things have run their course, but many of you will be looking at closing doors once and for all in the next two weeks. You know what you want and how you want your life to be- putting up with second best won't work in 2010. Setting financial goals for the new year should take up a lot of your time.
This week's mantra: I let go now.

Libra
You'll find yourself feeling like you're in limbo at times in the next two weeks. Decisions that have far reaching implications will weigh heavily on the minds of many of you. Learning to stand your ground is something very necessary. Next year, much will be expected of you- victory will crown your efforts, but it may not show up until later in the year. Remember, patience is a virtue.
This week's mantra: I am patient.

Scorpio
You must start putting your needs first this Christmas. In order to truly achieve the best outcomes in 2010, this has to be your number one priority. You need to be there for yourself first before you can expect others to be there for you. There is great energy coming your way in the new year. Victory could be yours- just believe that you deserve it.
This week's mantra: I get my priorities right.

Friday, November 13, 2009

L-O-V-E

Rawr, so someone broke into our car in the early hours of this morning and stole my laptop and iPod :( but they're both under insurance so I'll get new ones which is a blessing I suppose, and I am grateful that this happened now and not before an assignment or Lord forbid, before exams :S it was still annoying that it happened this morning, just before we started the long drive to Tauranga though, cuz it delayed our trip for a while, and we had to go through all the luggage to get rid of all the glass which was sooo time consuming D:

but other than that, we reached tauranga nice and safe and in good time (considering), and it's soooo beautiful :3 I could really learn to love it here, I feel. The house is smaller than our last one (seems impossible, but believe me, it's anything but), but it's SOOOOO lovely !! it's all wood, and it's just gorgeous, really laidback vibe and very sea-y, which is just how I like my houses :P It also helps that's really close to the Wendy's burger joint xD

For the bad news... Ali ran away D: D: D: D: She ran away the week my parents moved here and no one's seen her since, but my parents decided to wait until I was here to tell me, I kinda wish they'd told me before so I could kinda make myself ready to come to a home that didn't have my kitty in it, but I see why they did it and stuffs. I just hope that she's in a good home somewhere, and isn't lost and wandering the streets or dead :S I miss her so much TT^TT I'm going to ask Oli if he knows where she is when he gets back from the kennels, cuz he found her last time I asked him, when she was stuck under the house.

But other than that, the news is only good, passed international relations so I'm in for the courses I want to take next year :D And i have plans for new years now, so I'm not gonna be a complete loner in Tauranga with my parents lol.

On an annoying note... STUPID FUCKING DOCTOR. Ok, he's not stupid, he's a good doctor probs, but omg, I do not have a fucking drinking problem. It was like he'd never met a first year student before, when he asked me how much I drank and how often, and I told him the truth, yknow, lately we've been drinking a bit more cuz we've finished exams, but normally it's two times a week, and yes I drink to get drunk (?!), and no I don't remember I can't remember what happened on the mornings after. THAT DOES NOT MEAN I'M AN ALCOHOLIC YOU WANKER. IT MEANS I'M A STUDENT. So he put on my freaking medical chart/history/thing that I had "alcohol problems". I do not have freaking alcohol problems! And then, if that wasn't enough, he asked me how I would kill myself. And I was kinda like "uhhhh what? pills I guess. not that I would. because I wouldn't." So now he won't give me my prescription medicine for my skin and shit in one go in case i decide over christmas break that I suddenly hate my life and am gonna top myself. I was like wtf, you asked me a question, I answered it truthfully, I didn't realise it was one of those trick questions that if you answer, suddenly you've admitted you're in danger of offing yourself. GRRRRRR

can't wait to have my normal doctor back, the one who remembers what it's like to be young and drink alcohol and bleh whatever

So yeah. Damn doctor. At least he didn't try to make me to go AA meetings or something, that would have just been like wtf? especially considering that in our flat, I'm the lightest drinker. I drink soooo much less than everyone else in my hall, but I'm the one with alcohol problems?? I'm not the one who ran into a church! (literally). her face is getting a LOT better now though, less painful to look at.

Saw 300 Days of Summer which was FANTASTIC :D I recommend that everyone go see it, it was sooo good.

"You're married? what the hell?"
"I just woke up one morning and knew."
"Knew what?"
"What I wasn't sure of when I was with you."

I don't think that's the exact quote, but give me some artistic license :P but it's my favourite bit of the movie, and it really struck a chord in me, cuz I realised that I've never known. Like, I want to be in love, I want a relationship and shit, but I realised that that's just because of an idea, not the person/vibe/whatever, and I've never actually known love, not in that way. It's just been a constant uncertainty, and yeah... Not eloquent, I know, but I dunno, that movie really hit home with me. I'm a single kinda girl, and I should really get used to that, everyone else knows it Xx lol I should stop trying to convince myself that I'm in love or even in like, cuz in the end I just hurt them/myself/fuck things up. Lol like that Wednesday night... heheheh. Poor J.

OHHH and if anyone is reading this (doubtful), watch Starstrukk by 3oh!3 feat Katy perry- HOTTEST VID EVER. God I'm so in lust with Katy Perry I think I creamed myself. Or I would have, if I was a man. She is the ultimate woman, just... zomg. ZOMG. When she licks her finger... just... ah. And apparently this is 'my song' :P lol, can't remember who told me, but they were like man... this song IS you. I'm gonna choose to take that as a compliment :P Either that or they were telling me I'm a slut. Or both Oo

Anyway, go check it out!! <3

‘Cause I
Just set them up,
Just set them up,
Just set them up tonight (then down),
‘Cause I
Just set them up,
Just set them up,
Just set them up tonight,
Then down

I think I should know
How to make love to something innocent
Without leaving my fingerprints out,
Now,
L-o-v-e’s just another word I never learned to pronounce
How do I say I’m sorry
‘Cause the word is just never gonna come out,
Now,
L-o-v-e’s just another word I never learned to pronounce

Saturday, October 31, 2009

HALLOWEEN MOFOS

fuuuuuuuuucking mean night bro. Got on the goon and then hit up the bars :D Our place is a fuckin mess atm, there's booze bottles everywhere... huh just realised, never even wore my mask to town D: damnit got it for noooothing :( though it was only $2 :P

Haha Lee and Soph are having a fight over the nutella :P love this flat... <3>

Fuck man I'm so unhungover, it's a weird feeling. Given the amount I drunk last night I woulda thought I'd be dead by now. Though I do have the meanest bruise on my ass, I can barely sit, that's what you get for falling down the stairs at temp :P

My lip ball thingymabob fell out again D:<>

But yeah last night was mean as, I was dressed up as a gypsy, but then got changed at the last minute cuz no one else was dressed up, so I just wore a normal dress :( but all g, I don't think that many people were dressed up in town anyway. Vaguely recall there being some kind of dance off competition in temp... huh...

so we're all bumming around the flat watching movies today, ahhh feels so good not to have to do law anymore <3>

but anyway, last night... fuuuuckin awesome. though zoe's kinda paying me out for being bi now, she was all gossiping to soph about it and it was kinda like dude, why would you think that I'd be so open about that shit if I hadn't already let my flatmates know? seriously... soph was just like to her 'why, do you like the look of her, huh?' Bleh, I really don't like Zoe, there's something about her which really pisses me off. Don't actually know anybody who does like her a whole lot :P I have a feeling that Soph thinks I'm dating *, she was like 'she's really hot' and stuff, so I think it was her way of encouraging me onwards :P I hated being the one to break it to her that I'm still a free agent lol, and that we were holding hands cuz when I'm drunk I tend to wander off Xx

Went to the queer quiz night the night before last, it was AMAZING :D (and we were so close to winning! stupid singing/dance off!) lol it was so much fun, and the people there were just so interesting. And Alex and Sandra were so cute :3 am defs doing that again. We have a brunch at Petone next week, I'm thinking that I might go... and the lady... huh... can't remember her name... she said that she could give me a ride, and I think someone else volunteered as well, they're all so lovely :) I really want to go to the christmas dinner the wbwg are having but I'm going home :( am so glad I sucked it up and joined their group though lol.

Just went and had an offbeatz burger, god they're good... <3 so much for so little money. The others went off to smoke some sheesha but I thought I should probs come back home and maybe attempt to study lol. not that that will really happen, i'll probs just head to bed or read or something...

Poor Chrispy, her face is so fucked up, she ran into a church Oo uuhhh... don't really know how cuz I wasn't with that group last night (I don't think, at any rate... I might've been at some point) but apparently it was all quite epic. But anyway, her face is just a mass of fuckedupness, and her lip is so swollen, and her cut thingies won't stop bleeding. She can barely talk and shit, I was just like WOAH WTF, thought my ass was the worst injury of the night... you win, chrispy, you win.

Ok should stop this rambling nonsense while I have the chance, and besides, Soph's getting out of the shower now and I wanna chat with her before she heads back home n.n

x

Friday, October 23, 2009

tiktokBOOM

eheh found out what she did... Xx well kind of. She said that she fined all of them, I don't know who exactly or anything, or how much... but yeah, they all know it was me, and it's not like I'm going to deny it, I don't see why I should have to or anything, yknow? I have the right to study in my own room, and... yeah... I have a lot of haters right now :P lol should really care, but seeing as I don't know them, will never know them, and don't want to know them, it's hard to feel sympathetic simply because they got a fine lol, they should've thought about it before they kept partying it up n.nuu

but yeah so I have a group of guys who kinda wanna kill me lol. Already kinda got harassed, cuz they all came to the flat and me and Soph were studying in the lounge- most of them ignored me, just the occasional poisonous glare lol, but one of the guys was really drunk and he got all up in my face, in the end he started getting really angry and a little violent so the others wrestled him away, and I could hear him yelling in the corridor that it was unfair and I was a bitch, that kind of thing :P

I probably should've pretended to feel guilty when he asked me if I felt bad instead of cracking up laughing n.nuu oh well, their problem, not mine. And technically, since he harassed me, I could have him evicted, but that would be too far I reckon, cuz they have the right to be upset, just like I have the right to be pissed off about not having the quiet environment to study. I hope they grow some balls and bitch about it somewhere else though, because listening to that whinging was a bit mind destroying... and distracting. And I was trying to read about MNCs and enjoy my tea at the time n.nuu which is important! lol

So I guess I just gotta see what happens now, though if my body does end up in a bloodied heap somewhere in Wellington, you'll all know who did it :P I'm just glad I got Lee on my side, he definitely provides a fair bit of protection- I don't think I'm going to leave the apartment without him from now on, not that I often do anyway lol, we tend to travel as a flat. I really hope it doesn't go past the verbal abuse stage because if for some reason I miss my exams I'm going to fucking destroy them all, because I need to pass these exams to get into any of the courses I want to do next year in intp. and I am NOT fucking repeating first year.

Bah well it certainly added a bit of excitement to the night :P so can't complain, I suppose lol, was certainly the most fun we've had around here since exam period started haha xD

Thursday, October 22, 2009

ungk

Haven't slept since...sometime yesterday. I wish I could find sleeping at night as easy as sleeping during the day...
But seeing as I couldn't sleep I decided that instead of lazing around in bed, I'd go for a walk to watch the sun rise at the harbour instead, and I'm so glad I went- it was spectacular :) took lotsa pics and sent them to my parents lol. Took a stroll down the waterfront, it's so depressing to pass all those people running Xx it was enough of an effort to walk, I don't know how they managed to be so alive Xx ON A FRIDAY!! D: maybe they're on drugs... I hope they are, cuz I just don't see how else they could possibly be human @.@

But yeah... then strolled down Courtenay place, stopped at the starbux there and had some coffee and read my book :) even though I'll never ever be a morning person, I had to admit that it was really nice, that whole stroll in the morning and coffee thing, especially since there was hardly anyone around, I was the only person in Starbux who was actually having the coffee there.

As I was walking back home through Cuba saw some police officers with these two guys and a dog, and one of the guys, his face was all cut up and bleeding, don't really know what happened. At first I thought it was the dog, but the police and some yellow coated guys were just chillaxing with it while the other cops asked the bleeding guy some questions, so I'm guessing it couldn't have been dangerous lol, but yeah... Injured already, and it wasn't even 7am, some people are really onto it :P

It was really weird being the only one awake in the flat, normally I'm the last person, it was extremely disorientating. So I did the rubbish, and now people are on their way to work and school (LOL) and it's just so strange! I dunno how to explain it, uni students, we're just so separate from the rest of society, I dunno.... haven't had enough sleep to really put this into words lol n.nuu

Walked up Mt Vic and down the Southern Walkway day before yesterday... absolutely fucking spectacular, if I can find the cord that links my phone to the computer I'll put some pics up, the view was great. I was actually going up to pick up a book, but decided to make it an adventure, so I just wrote down the address and wandered my way to it eventually- got completely lost, but it was kinda like a mission xD (though I really wore the wrong shoes... they're still covered in mud) lol and I passed the most amazing houses... I've found my dream house in Welly lol xD (well, dream houses). Got to the address, but someone had taken the book from the mailbox, but that was okay, the views from Mt Vic kinda made up for it :) strolled down Oriental Bay, played on the beach for a while then wandered back home- fantastic day :)

When I got home Soph, Sophie and Zeek were in the lounge, and they asked me where I had been, so I'd told them I'd walked up the mountain and through the scenic path and stuff, and Zeek immediately was like ohhh right, you're a design student? And I was kinda like uhwtf, no... And he was kinda like but... then... why...? ahhhh what a funny boy... xDuu And they were surprised that I went alone, they gave me those 'oh-she's-single-poor-her' looks, I'm getting really sick of them Xx why on earth would I want to go on a long walk with someone else? you'd have to... yknow, talk, and make effort and shit. Eurgh. Pretty sure long walks were made for thinking by yourself lol. Well, for me anyway.

Eurgh I know I'm rambling. I'm actually beginning to feel kinda tired now, as soon as I see real sunlight I always feel that twinge of sleepiness... I'm so going to fucking fail these exams.

Been studying hardcore though, done so much reading Xx and I still haven't read even half of what I need to read for international relations... but I've finally gotten through the Jihad vs McWorld, Clash of Civilisations and Clash of Ignorance articles... now I've just got to read what Jeffrey Sachs has to say about aid, and the IMF, and all that economical stuffs that I can't really say I care about. Well I mean I do, but ... not that much... most of it really just goes over my head.

I think I might've got the 303 boys into trouble... they keep fucking partying it up even though it's study break and heaps of people have exams, but they all crowd into Euan's room even though they know that Soph, Lee and me are studying, and drink and play music and are dicks in general, so I reported them to our RA and she kicked them out last night, but I know it's just gonna happen again, so I reported them to the head honcho, cuz I'm just so sick of having to listen to their stupid conversations and not be able to sleep/study/do anything productive at night on wednesdays, fridays and saturdays. Not really sure what Wendy's done, she said that she would deal with it and stuff. She's fucking scary, man. She came into our apartment once, to ask us how we felt about Euan moving back in, she made me feel like I wanted to wet myself in fear, seriously. SCARY MOFO. I think she'll be a good head of village though. So yeah... I guess I'll find out what she's done after Jonny leaves, cuz I presume he's told Soph...

Ok yeah the bed is seriously calling me now. I think I wanted to talk about other stuffs that might actually have been relatively important... but I really can't remember now... urrmnph.

Good luck for your exams, y'all :3
g'nite